Alone In The Dark.......

Yegg....

2012-02-12T07:45:00.000+05:30

Yeah.....now I’m rich...

I cracked the vault of time...

With a piece of lime....

Dipped in a cheap whiskey...

And it’s the perfect crime….

Don’t wanna define…

This time……

But feels like I’m missing...

Something in me....

I know it sounds crazy...

Well....

You know it better than me....

Some times it’s harder to be...

Who you wanna be....

Coz life can be too easy....

When things get slippery n wet...

It’s the treachery....

Of the silence....

And the misery of life...

While you seek the...

Company of darkness....

Underneath the clouds of light....

It’s simply not the brightness...

That drives us away......

Again......

Werso

2012-01-14T08:36:00.002+05:30

I only hear

The drip drip drops

Of silence....

Beyond the ku klux klan

Of the brain....

It is just not

Some pain to remember.....

That keeps on comming

All over again.....

My eyes are

Blinded with raw anger...

Tells me never to

Back away.....

Tears keep on blocking

All my emotions.....

Simply asking me to prey.....

Is this the end....

Time to defend....

My shallow heart withi in.....

Time to pretend....

That im a hero....

Who fights for freedom

With himself.......

Knowing.....

2011-07-11T08:13:00.002+05:30

You know what...
I keep on guessing...
And you keep on
Telling me
It’s a blessing....
In disguise....
But I’m not gonna keep on
Messing....
With the time
Coz it’s disgusting....
To know every time
What is coming...
Which makes me
Wanna keep on running...
Coz what i see
Keeps on haunting.....
In my mind.....
And i don’t think its stunning...
Coz I’m just burning.....
Inside out.....
So I’m simply letting...
My emotions to go
Dancing.....
With the wolves.....
Go and hunt them....
If you dare to see
What’s killing me day by day....
My darling.....

The Lazy One......

2011-07-06T06:19:00.002+05:30

When everything
Just moves so fast....
I won’t mind
To be the last...
Empty handed.......
Here alone....
I ain't demanding.....
It’s just a quote....
What else you expect...
From a mortal pawn...
You can call me a liar..
If you want some more....

Self respect....
It eats me within....
Dignity just messes
Everything.....
Take off your cloths....
And look down below....
Explore the emptiness....
Trust me you'll crave more....
Some times you lose...
It is no flaw...
They’ll always yell...
My friend just ignore....

I am fighting...
Because i was born...
No I’m not attempting...
To find the cure..
It’s just an ad hoc....
No routine.....
It’s hard to fight
The foes within.....
Just close your eyes
Then you'll see....
I wonder why you don’t
Hear the scream.....

Proof....

2011-07-03T06:44:00.002+05:30

I’m walking beside me....
Like a shadow from the past....
Am i a ghost with no heart..
Watching every step...
Counting every breath....
Looking in to the future....
Like a blind man with a stick.....
Tracking down my own self...
Hunting down untamed thoughts...
Seeking the mirage of hope....
In the far side of this
Desert of life....
On the verge of a storm......
Just to show myself that I’m alone..

Change.....

2011-05-17T10:12:00.000+05:30

Yesterday was wonderful
Everything was fine...
Life seems so beautiful
Even guilt made me shine....
Enchanted by the fantacy
Heart sang time to time...
Wonder what is wrong today
The dark is comming round...

I still believe in fairy tales
Happy endings are fine....
Still believe in wonderlands
Where every word just rhymes...
I love to cheat my destiny
Its just something in my mind..
I still believe in yesterday
Whare my derams are still alive...

"Stupid is as Stupid does"

2011-03-18T09:43:00.000+05:30

Hit me in the head

Punch me on the face...

Shoot me from the front

Don't care if you laugh...

Yep i don't care at all

I've passed that limit

Try me...go ahead...

You'll find nothing

Except my shallow heart...

Beating calmly..

Underneath

The emotionless eyes...

Bearing all painful lies..

Dig deeper...

All you'll find is hatred...

Lust and anger....

Wrapped with wisdom

Drenched with Stupidity

And danger...

Untitled......

2011-02-27T17:49:00.000+05:30

Been walking for
Far too long....
Thought i was growing strong....
Seems like i was wrong.....
After all
Life is not just a rock song......
Joy is like a stroke of lightning.....
Breathtaking........
I bet you love the way it’s shining....
Until you hear the thundering....
Time moves on
But it never ages...
Life stays still
But it moves in stages....
Trust me dear
It’s a book with empty pages......
Freedom is no disease
But it is contagious....

Reason......

2011-02-19T14:22:00.000+05:30

You say you need me....

I say you don't......

You say you'll feel free....

I say you won't....

You keep on believing

That I’m the one.....

I’ve got no choice babe

I’m on the run......

You’re in the future......

I am the past.....

Look how the time moves...

It’s so damn fast......

I ain't the superman...

No i can't fly...

And trust me baby...

I won't even try.......

Baby you’re a super hit...

I’m just a flop....

You hate to step down...

I just won't go up....

I’ve got no plans

But you’re one blueprint.....

I’m improvising and

Your checking the script..

Loser With an Attitude.......

2010-11-20T18:03:00.000+05:30

I don't expect

You to be kind...

I don't want you to smile...

Just becoz i'm a dreamer...

Just becoz i'm down..

You dont get the right

To own me...

Coz i don't owe you a dime...

Sometimes you make me wonder...

Sometimes you even make my smile

But that doesnt give you

The keys to my life...

It is mine..

End of story...

Its fine the way it is....

Coz i like the way it is...

I might be a looser..

I might never touch the sky

But i can live with that forever...

Until i can see

The Bright-SIDE.....

Mutually Exclusive

2010-09-14T20:15:00.002+05:30

Sometimes I wonder
What do I got to do?
Just to remember
That I’m here with you
Do I need to surrender?
My heart.....
To make you feel it too
Is this a Silent reminder....
That my heart is on the move......

Is it just me & you....
Or is it something else
We both never knew...

Thought we were perfect
Forever meant to be....
Thought I was dreaming
But woke up with a scream...
Thought I found a home
But now I’m like a paying guest...
Heart weeps all day long
Refusing to take a rest....

Is it just me & you....
Or is it something else
We both never knew..

I was searching
For the sunshine.....
Seems like
You are the rain...
I was looking for
A horse back ride...
And you are
A speeding train...
Can't think of any solutions
Even a tiniest clue....
All I know is these questions
Just didn't come out of the blue...

Somewhere I Belong.......

2010-08-19T19:56:00.000+05:30

I was an admirer

Of darkness

Enchanted by

The loneliness

Mesmerized by

The silence

A student of sorrow

A consumer of emptiness

A farmer

Who cultivated anger

Watered it with tear drops

Hardened it with sarcasm

Sold it with confidence

Wrapped it with a smile...

Fate was my villain...

Hate was my friend...

I crowned myself king..

Inside my own walls....

But all of a sudden

Something came

Came out of nowhere

Probably within.......

And knocked down....

My little personal heaven

Called Ego.....

It woke me up

And brought me down....

Down under

To the other side

At the fountain of reality

Near the circle of truth

I saw kingdom of humanity

I met the source of life

I saw two doors...

One of them said

Eternity awaits.....

I chose the other....

And woke up in Hell....

Anagram

2010-08-15T16:46:00.000+05:30

They say
Some things are better untold.....
But I ain’t the kind the guy
Who does what’s being told.....
Why keep it hidden
Like the fools gold......
Well I’m just guessing...
Let the truth unfold......

I say...
You might regret it....
Either way it flows...
Time makes it worse
I’ve seen how it works....
So what’s the pause
Just let it go.....
It's not forever
Coz you may never know.......

You say
You love me....
For that I know
It’s not the secret
I’m itching to know.....
I will believe it
If you tell me more....
Just keep on guessing
I’ll figure out the flaw...

The Portal.....

2010-08-14T08:19:00.000+05:30

Can you show me the
Fluctuating elements of madness
The equation for insanity
The reciprocal of eternity
The certainty of uncertainty
Dilemma of stupidity
Generosity of cruelty
Have you ever felt
The intolerable calmness
In your head....
The vastness of your heart
When its empty.....
The darkness in your mind
When it's shrunk....
The sweetness of your tears
When they are dry.....
When you're high....
Don’t get me wrong though...
You're not happy or sad....
You're above them....
Have you ever been there , My dear friend...
Then you might know....
That you're lost....
In the middle of nowhere....
Literally
Somewhere in side your own mind....
Yep...your helpless on your own ground....

Profile....

2010-07-31T07:38:00.001+05:30

I’m just
A mask...
A stranger.....
With no danger....
Shielded with
The distance....
Protected with
The resistance...
Granted by the system
With so called dreams...
Of existence....
I know I’m just..
A common like....
A regular comment.....
An occasional poke.....
And a rare message......
I never shine
Online...
There’s no word
To define......
I'm just
A fragment of your
Imagination........
That can be
Defragmented
And re-fragmented
Again & again.....
With just a matter
Of few clicks....
Yep, that's the trick....
Just Swish And Flick...

I know......

2010-07-30T06:31:00.002+05:30

I’m just another
Pencil stroke
On your blank mind....
Head to head with the emptiness
Sharing the loneliness...
I will never be a Masterpiece....
I know....
And I can live with that....
I’m not trying to change anything
That’s for sure...

I’m just another
Lonely star...
On your sky...
Willing to burn my heart out...
Just to make some light....
I will never be the dawn...
I know....
And I can live with that....
I’m not trying to change anything
That’s for sure...

I’m just another dew drop...
On your desert....
Trying to fight the sun...
For just one last moment....
I will never be a rain.....
I know
And I can live with that....
I’m not trying to change anything
That’s for sure...

Perfection....

2010-07-29T07:13:00.003+05:30

It’s normal.....
You know why?
Simple......
Coz it’s been there for ever.......
Can’t be that bad....
Just keep on believing....
Do not open your eyes...
Just listen....
We’ll describe it to you.....
Well if you need some more...
Let us break it down....
No need to fight.....
You know that ain't right...
Isn’t this convenient enough for u....
You don't have to make choices...
We’ll do that 4 u....
We’ll narrow it down....
Trust us...
It’s for your own good......
It’s the moral thing to do....
Why question something perfect...

Why?..
It is......
The condemned word...
The forgotten logic....
The sum of all fears...
The key to the Pandora’s box......
The sworn enemy to peace...
The dark side of culture.....
The door to inhumanity....

Why?...
It has three letters...
Forged in hell…..
Bonded with fire……
Seasoned with the darkest logic.....
The curiosity..
That kills the obedience....
That poisons the perfect regime...
The catalyst...
For evil thoughts.....
The seed of the weed…..
Known as revolution……
Born by the cross pollination
Between heart & the brain…..
The proof of existence
Of a beating heart....
So never ask why?...
Just give it a try.....
It’s for your own good....
And trust me
Who needs to fly....

The Smiling Assassin

2010-07-25T13:02:00.000+05:30

It was not the eyes...
Neither the spin...
Nor the pressure of
Length & line...
It was not about
The accuracy....
Never the authority....
It was the smile...
That took 'em by surprise..

The earth...
The wind....
Combined with the spin....
With a lot of heart....
Hidden within..

It’s not the easiest thing...
Swimming upstream....
When every damn thing...
Is too extreme....
Yes you had help....
Not from above...
But from beneath....
The hearts of few mortals....
Some call it chance...
Just a simple glance...
From GOD....
Just to enhance...
The balance it self....
Is no freelance....

We salute you again...
Not for the trophies.......
But for that smile..
That brought us the glories...

The One......

2010-07-25T07:24:00.000+05:30

Dear friend.....
Please be seated....
No need to shout
"Encore"...
Or leap in the air....
I know you want more...
BUT....
It’s just a rehearsal session...
Nop that’s not it...
Just wait
For a few more minutes...
Exactly.....
Don’t be embarrassed.....
Look at the bright side...
If it made you
This much excited...
Just imagine how
The real thing would do....
Please don't leave...
Just don't give up...
Not now….
After coming this far…..
I know how you feel...
Knocked up I guess....
But let’s face it...
Theses things happen
Once in a while...
there’s no one to be blamed...
Just hold on tight and
You'll be fine.....
Not every verse rhymes...
You know....
You got to find
The right words
To go with the tune.....

Antitrust......

2010-07-23T23:20:00.001+05:30

All I heard was a mimic....
I thought
It was just a gimmick....
Of my mind....
To fool my dumb head.....
But it kept on
Haunting my dreams....
With silent screams...
And started flooding my emotions
By opening the gates of
Insecurity
Guarding my fears....
Dissolved in lush green tears.....
For a moment I thought...
It was me...
But how could it be....
There’s something foreign...
Within me...
Something that does not belong.....
Yet it was too strong....
To hold.....
Can’t you see..
How come you don't notice...
What I’ve become......
I’m in pain...
It runs through my veins..
I’m losing my sleep....
It’s intruding the beat...
Of my shallow heart...
With tiny little trembles....
Of curious disguises....
Of myself & me........
Can’t you see...
Oh lord...
Why ME.......

Reflection.....

2010-07-20T22:49:00.002+05:30

I was a poisonous dart
Meant for your heart
Just to tare you apart
Disgused with your past
Vengeful qwartz
Wrapped around a blast
Drenched in anger
Mended with lies...
I was waiting for you
I was reaching to you
Then I saw your face

I was amazed by you....
I was you....
you were me..
We were the same..
It was too good to be true...
I was you....
you were me..
Looking back again..
How come I never had a clue...

I was the darkness
You were the light
How come we never meet
You being so bright
I was the painful half
You never gave up the laugh
Running away from sunshine
Hiding from my self
I was waiting for you
I was reaching to you
Then I saw ur face

Heliocentrism

2010-07-17T19:12:00.007+05:30

A new day has come....
Just like yesterday
It’s dumb....
But let’s face it...
It’s the sun....
Nothing else matters
When you’re on the run...
So no choice but to
Embrace it....
And trust me
Tomorrow won't be...
An exception either.....
But there’s always HOPE....
Yes...isn't it amazing...
Just that feeling..
Those glimpses of light
In your head....
Murmuring softly....
Everything will be fresh
With the dawning sun....
Indeed it could be...
But only....
If you could give me
Something.....
To hold on to...
To live for....
Or even to die for....
I will be fine...
Unless it would be just
Another one......
With the same old
Bunch of
Rhetorical question....
A few gallons of tears....
And a handful of smiles
To cope with....
Yes I know what your thinking....
Is it worth?
Well...
Let me put it this way....
HOW is the question......
And WHAT is the answer....

The Bottom Line

2010-07-15T22:14:00.000+05:30

It's all about pleasure
It's always about me
It's the only pressure
That i really feel
Like looking at a mirror
To see what u wana see
It's the only horror
That u will see in me
It's cheap... indeed...
I know what u feel....
Too bad it hurts
Your little fantacies...
But what is wrong
With just being free....
Coz my whole life
Is about me...

How to Pick a Crayon

2010-07-12T14:42:00.004+05:30

I know
What I NEED....
I guess the question
Is what I WANT....
Yes, its easy for u to say....
Just look in to my HEART....
Well, some times
It isn't exactly the case......
It’s like being Colour Blind....
Where the end point of the
Reaction is RED or GREEN.....
Just like the answer
To all my troubles
Is floating around me...
And all I have
Is a torn net to catch 'em....
And an open heart
To keep 'em
From being
Stolen by my own emotions......
The funniest thing is
While having
All this tension
About what I want....
At the end of the day
All I’m worried about
Is what u want...
What they want.....
What the whole wide world wants
Just like I’m waiting
For someone to choose....
What’s best for me..
How rational is that...
I just don’t get it...
Yes I see it...
Yet I can't feel it...
I'm unable to look beyond
The pre installed..
Limits in my mind....
Just like a CHILD.....

Beneath the Surface........

2010-07-05T20:57:00.004+05:30

I’m not reading your thoughts..
Nop I ain't breeding any either....
I’m just observing.....
Through my naked eyes.....
By my blank mind.....
What’s hidden
In front of my own eyes...
What lies beneath
The ghostly cries...
And forgotten shadows
Deep down in my heart...
In my past…..
Imprisoned for generations....
Barbarically tortured and suppressed...
Never to return again
To the surface....
To the light…….

The Darkness

2010-06-29T22:50:00.002+05:30

Ever since the day
I came in to
This world of darkness
I've been trying to find
The reason why
My faith departed?
Life is like an empty street
I'm the only one
Who is walking
When it seems
Every thing is so fine
Felt like
I was left alone to die
And every time i cry
It's so hard to see the truth
I dont know why

I'm fighting
Since the day I've been born
Don't know why
I'm left alone?
When the time moves on
I'll walk along
The road to the night
Where i belong....

The Wish......

2010-06-26T14:48:00.004+05:30

I expect
The unexpected...
I respect the
Absurd...
I believe
In uncertainty..
I trust in
A lie.....
I see
The darkness....
And I hear the
Silence......
I taste
The bitterness....
And I suffer
The tenderness....
I read
My own mind....
And I greet
My own self....
I cheat
My own fate
And I wish if
I wasn't born.....

I prefer
Black over white....
And I don't
Know about grey....
I choose..
If there’s nothing to lose.....
I cry...
When I’m surrounded.....
I smile
When I’m alone.....
I lie
When I’m questioned...
Past
Is my future......
The present
Is unknown......
Your smile
Is my retribution......
Your pain
Is my gain.....
It’s a shame
That I’m still standing......
My soul is
Yours to claim.......

I’ll bow
To my avenger.....
I’ll howl
To my savior....
I’ll crawl
Out from heaven.....
I’ll be
Who I am....
I’ll lose
My self....
On the verge
Of redemption.....
I’ll embrace
The guilt.....
And I’ll enjoy
The free fall.....
I’ll refuse
To recall.....
I’ll trade
My freedom....
For a few
Words of wisdom.....
Not to meet
My fate.....
Just to avoid
The gates.....

The Motive

2010-06-25T21:51:00.004+05:30

I know man....
I know how much
You hate him
He is your foe...
Ain't he....
But that’s your
Own problem......
Just get over it.......
That’s all I can say
That’s what every one
Will say....
It’s the 21st century
You can't challenge
Him to a bout...
Just forget it...
There’s nothing
Else you can do
And trust me...
If you kill him....
It’s called MURDER...
Not REVENGE.....
And when that happens..
The society
Will kill you BACK....
A senseless suit
Will claim your head....
Blood for blood
An eye for an eye
Simple as that
And it is called
JUSTICE...
Not VENGEANCE
Isn’t it amazing.....
So my advice.....
Shut the f*** up....
And get over it....
Or be smart
And run him over...
It’s called an ACCIDENT......

Head Strong........

2010-06-24T06:21:00.002+05:30

Head Strong
Walking with arrogance
So long...
For being nice & innocence
Get along...
Or just be left alone
Is it wrong...
Hell no i feel damn strong

Walking tall......
It feel so different
I want it all....
Don't know what is sufficient
Say good bye....
To rainy days...
The sun is out....
In the end.....

Get it on...
I ain't gonna back away
Hay whats up..
Its only goanna be this way
Say good bye...
To the lonely nights...
It is time...
For the shining lights...

Intoxicated

2010-06-23T18:25:00.001+05:30

Been sitting here
All day long....
Trying to figure out
What went wrong.....
I'm trying my best
To be strong.....
I need to be
Where i belong....

I'm lost in a dream...
That keeps me awake..
Cant find what is real
Coz it feeds my needs..
Don't know what to believe...
Am i deceived...
I just cant figure out...
some one help me please......

I'v been here
For some time now..
Still got no clue..
Head spins around..
I'm trying my best
To be alert...
Just want out..
Not to be hurt...

Exit Strategy......

2010-06-22T10:18:00.004+05:30

There’s pain
In my brain
I’m just looking
For some space...
Just wana
Walk away
Form this place
Called disgrace....

There’s pain
In my veins
And it’s driving me
Insane....
It’s not that I’m
Giving in
I’m just losing
My game.....

There’s pain
Not again....
I’m all alone
Derailed
Just the same old
Embrace…
Of the lifeless
Temptation...

There's pain
But no shame...
Coz I know what
I need...
There’s only
One fracture...
I just don’t' know
What I want......

There's pain
Simple as that...
No matter what
You said...
Or what ever
You did.....
Nothing can help
It’s yours....

There's pain
On this lane
Called life, Yes
It’s the same one....
There’s no
Easy way out
To escape.....

There’s only one
Way out..
Yes that’s right
The one you
Came from
At the start....
It’s the one.....

Not the HOW
WHAT or WHERE...
It’s the WHY...
You should care
And if u dare
You’ll find
It THERE.........

WHY do we come
And why do
We stay
WHY it is
So Damn hard
just to
Break AWAY.....

HOW?
It's the question
WHAT
Is the answer....
WHY
Is the explenation
So why ME......

Nomenclature

2010-06-20T10:11:00.003+05:30

When I say no
To a fight.....
You call me a coward.....
When I say no
To colour...
You call me a traitor.....
When I say no
To religion
You call me a sinner.....
When I say no
To my self....
You call me insane.....

When I say no
To class....
You call me a rebel....
When I say no
To temptations.....
You call me a loser.....
When I say no
To fame....
You call me a retard...
When I say no
To you....
You call me a bastard....

When I say no
To power..
You call me insecure....
When I say no
To injustice.....
You call me reckless.....
When I say no
To a trend...
You call me absurd....
When I say no
To perception...
You call me unfair....

An Echo from Château d'If

2010-06-17T08:59:00.002+05:30

Pressure and time
Are partners in crime......
In shattering hopes
And breaking dreams....
They can knock you down
From your personal
Heaven of comfort
Back on the earth.....
They can force you
To wake up....
And face each day.....
Embrace the reality......
And taste the bitterness
Of truth.....
The sweetness of a lie...
Feel the harshness of
Mortals.....
And the tender side
In a demon...
Feel the sadness of life....
And the joy of death....
The darkness in light...

They will make you
Kneel before the coldness
Of love.....
And witness the beauty
In hate.....
You will no more
Understand the
Difference between
A mosquito
And a butterfly....
Or a swan and a crow.....
I mean who cares....
You won't feel a thing.....
Say good bye to tears.....
And no more nightmares.....
You'll enjoy night time
More than ever...
Its intolerable calmness....
And deadly silence
Will be your lullaby......
Pressure and time..
Yes that’s all it takes
Slowly but steadily
They will take you ON.....

Along with time....
You will learn how to
Replace you cries
With smiles
And to cover your lies
With confidence....
Invent the logic
Called coincidence....
You will learn that the
Best place to hide
Is right in front of the eyes.....
Slowly but surely...
You’ll understand the
Importance of denial....
The beauty of the word
NO....
You’ll learn to trust
Your hands
Than your brain....
Pressure and time..
Yes that’s all it takes
Slowly but steadily
They will take you HOME….......

The Difference..........

2010-06-09T20:58:00.002+05:30

When you’re at war
You are a HERO….
In life
You’re a SINNER…..
As for the law
You are a CRIMINNAL…..
In reality
You’re just some MAN...

When you’re at war
You call them FOES....
In life
It’s a lonely SOUL...
As for the law
Just another VICTIM...
In reality
It’s a HUMAN being....

When you’re at war
You don't KNOW them.....
In life
You don't really CARE....
As for the law
You just need a MOTIVE....
In reality
It’s the CONSCIENCE...

When you’re at war
You get the MEDALS....
In life
You’re condemned to HELL….
As for the law
You might loose your OWN....
In reality
Nothing matters at all…..

The Eccentric Definition

2010-06-09T07:27:00.002+05:30

Change
That’s the only thing
That does not change......
Uncertainty
It’s the only certain thing....
Hate
It’s not just a one way street
It works both ways
Just like love....
Greed
It’s the root of all evil
Trust me it has no end......
Retreat
Every time you feel the anger....
Coz it’s not the start but the end
That matters...
Devotion
Is not strangling your emotions
It’s the art of making them obey.....
And words
They are so empty but sharp
It’s impossible to redeem......
So treat
Each day with proper respect
Try not to look through those
Green shades......
The answer
Is always of less importance
It’s the question that matters
The most....

The Optimistic Conservative

2010-06-07T08:04:00.005+05:30

I’ve been looking
At the dawning sun
Wishing for a start
A new beginning
The perfect day
All over again
And I’ll be doing the same
For many years to come
Hopefully....

I’ve been singing
In the pouring rain
Wishing it would
Wash away
All the stains
Caused by sadness
I know its madness...
But I’ll be doing the same
For many years to come
Hopefully....

I’ve been dreaming
Every night n day
For some one
To show me the way...
From this darkness
In to the light....
And I’ll be doing the same
For many years to come
Hopefully..

I’ve been staring
At my windowpane
Trying to find
At least one idle ray
Of light to save my day...
To break away....
And I’ll be doing the same
For many years to come
Hopefully....

The Neanderthal Code

2010-06-06T08:23:00.001+05:30

Dear friend…
I’m not trying
To prove any point
Just need to
Clear out this joint
Me and you
We r both insane....
Trying to be smart..
But u know how lame..
We are.....
For a start
It’s no shame....
To get high...
And to touch the sky...
Leave all the lies
Down low....
Let’s fly high
Above all the problems....
So called Rational
Let’s embrace it
The ugly truth...
Sure looks pretty
When looking through
The naked eyes...
With out the shades
Of perception....
So called cultural bullshit
And the values of
Homo sapien sapiens......

Whoz the BOSS?

2010-06-05T21:53:00.003+05:30

Can u measure time...
No I guess not....
But perhaps u can get an idea....
By the amount of wrinkles
Appearing on ur face....
Amount of brain cells
Lost each day....
Kind of extreme I guess...
Lets start over..
The amount of spider webs appearing
Only if ur a bit lazy...
N the thickness of dust
Concentrated out side the window....
Change in the color
Of your walls.....
Amount of mushrooms flushing
On a fallen tree....
All these small things
Hints of time...
Will give u only one answer...
Time is not the thing
That is passing.....
Time is still...
Instead
It is us……
We are just visitors.....
Trespassing through
This thing called life....
Strange isn’t it.....
Yes I know...
It hurts...to see it this way...
But the truth always does...
Isn’t it.......

Let Go....

2010-06-05T12:53:00.002+05:30

Some times...
world changes - in a blink of an eye..
No pause no rewind - how hard u try....
Should we fall down - roll over and die..
Or just look at the world - right in the eye..

And say......
I'm on quick sand..
I'm over my head...
The Harder i fight...
The Deeper i Sink...
Its hard to breath now..
Just wana let go...
I'm falling apart..
Just can't carry the load....
Just let me go....

Some people might try - some others may cry
But nothing matters when you arr - on the front line..
This life is unfair - no body will care...
So just let it go - And leave it there...

Bad...

2010-06-05T12:52:00.002+05:30

I am just me...
Rude as you see...
Bad as can be...
Just free....
Yep its for real..
Comes with the deal..
Its so hard...
Not to be...
Me...

Haunted

2010-06-05T12:51:00.006+05:30

The night keeps me awake..
No dreams on the way..
Loneliness starts to rule....
Whispers in the dark..
Tares me apart...
It haunts in my head...
Tears breaks away..
Heart, it's not there..
I'm the only one to blame..
Coldness in my veins...
Seeps through my brain...
Thoughts drain away...

Chit - Chat

2010-06-05T12:51:00.005+05:30

I write u a letter...
U send back 2 LETTERS..
When i take a while..
U send back a SMILE...
Starts with a HI..
Sometimes no good BYE..
I keep on wondering..
Thinking just WHY...
Can it be REAL..
In this world of DREAMS..
No-mater how its ENDS
We'll still be FRIENDS..

Mother

2010-06-05T12:50:00.006+05:30

Listen everyday...
What the world has to say....
Isn't it amazing...
When she speaks...
Through the dew drops...
And smiles with the sunlight...
so bright i see...
Brings us delight....
With every sight...
Mother I'm glad just to be...
Give me the rainbow...
The colours so bright...
Coz not everyone can see
Your northern lights...
She crys like the rain...
Weeps like the ocean...
Sleep in the dark nights...
In the blue veil of sky...
Starry heavens may just smile and say..
Ah she is the princess of milky way...

Hope

2010-06-05T12:50:00.004+05:30

There goes another one down
Just give it up come lets run
I'm trying to figure out
But the time is running out
I don't know what to look for
But i know it is around
Just tel me what to see....
I'll keep my eyes clean....
I'll try my best to feel it with in....

There is something more to life than this
But no body has a clue what it is
Just tell me something more...
Anything that i should know...
Coz its obvious
That there should be something more than this
There should be something more to life

Pressed against a glass i see
See it all but just cant feel
I'm trying to reach out
But myself drags me down
I'm listening but no sound
But i know it is around
Just tel me whats the way....
I'll keep my self awake....
I'll try my best to feel it here......

Sleepyhead....:)

2010-06-05T12:49:00.005+05:30

Its 3 'o' clock in the morning
And Freddy sings Hammer to fall
I'm lost in a Ga Ga land
Where Beethoven plays rock n roll
Sudden shocks - With frequent stops
Along my way to see - the Wizard of OZ...
I'm still here toss n turning...
My phone keep on singing the tone...
What the hell its Tinkerbell...
She keeps on playing with my hair
I badly needs an overdraft
Will Goblins allow my share...
Only gold no time they told
I'm not dumb i know whats rare...
Revisions & provisions..
All gone wrong inside my head..
Overheads & payables...
Are floating above my bed...
Suddenly it's all gone...
I see my self at the edge...
But I'm not dead....
What just happened...
Damn...It's 6 'o' clock...
Some one please hit me in the head....

White Flag

2010-06-05T12:49:00.004+05:30

Go on kill me once and 4 all..
Just don't tare apart my soul..
You can take what ever u want...
But the spirit in me won't let go...
Trust me i won't fight any more...
Please just let me fall...

Trust was the air that i breath...
I can't stand coz now its breached...
Don't wana see what lies beneath...
Just can't prtend i was deceived...
I dont wanna hold any more...
I surrender heres my sward....

True Lies.....

2010-06-05T12:48:00.007+05:30

My dear friend....
Its not easy to pretend..
Its the greatest pain..
Not being u..
So why bother about others
The so called society
And its actors and directors....
Dictators & Spectators...
They are waiting for u to fall
And laugh until u plea...
Why talk about morals..
While posing in fashion..
Why bother about love..
And hide ur passion..
To look in to a mirror
Its easy...
But to be like one...
Its hard....
Be a rock against water...
And a bamboo in the wind..
The longer u grow...
The lower u go....
Higher u reach...
More humble u be....
Float free...
Like a bumble bee....
Sing all the time...
But sting if u have to....
Always smile and be nice...
But feel free to realize...
The true lies....

Find Me Guilty...

2010-06-05T12:48:00.006+05:30

Yes it is me
The real thing...
Am i guilty for being free....
So go ahead n laugh...
As long as u like...
I won't mind at all...
Coz i know ur afraid..
And u really wana cry...
So i pity u..
Plz dnt ask me why...
Look in to ur shallow heart..
U'll find the answer..
With ur fears...
And ur tears...

Never say Die.....

2010-06-05T12:48:00.005+05:30

Some times i feel
That i still can fly
Even though I'm
Not strong enough to try
I might fail
But i won't cry
Cause i believe in life

Some times when
I dream at night
I still believe
That i can fight
I might loose
But i won't hide
Cause i believe in life

They might say
That I'm a dreamer
Some might say
That I'm a damn looser
I won't care
Cause I'm a believer
Cause I'm still alive

Time After Time

2010-06-05T12:47:00.007+05:30

I'm just wandering
Between my brain n my heart...
Don't know where to start..
Its taring me apart...
Yeah.....Every Day....
I'm just switching
Between my needs n wants
Only to see how it goes...
Round n round it floats.
Just the same....old way...
Tell me something
Do i look OK to you...
Its crazy but its true..
Can u help me find a clue...
To keep me awake...and away..

Alone in the Dark

2010-06-05T12:47:00.006+05:30

I'm stuck
In the middle of a dream...
Did u hear me scream...
Like a little child
Afraid of the dark....
Still here...
Wondering about..
Things went off last night...
They still haunts
Deep in my mind....
Just wanna rewind
Take snap-shot of my mind
Frame & keep it all behind
Just to remind...

No Peeking....

2010-06-05T12:47:00.005+05:30

Its sweet its sour...
Its amazingly painful...
Its truly deceiving...
But feels never better
After every fight.....
Stars do shine...
Every dark night.....
Cold summers...
And warm winters...
No its not to be predicted..
Not to be foreseen...
Beyond our sight...
Am i right.....
Its the journey called life...

The Bug

2010-06-05T12:46:00.005+05:30

Tell me something
I don't know
Give me one thing
I want more
Do you really know me
At all....
Tell me baby..
I just need to know....
I need u...i love u...
What do i do without u....
I feel u...i believe u...
Just wanna be with u....
But something keeps on
Bothering me...
Everyday it breaks
A piece of me....
Just don't know
Where to start...
Something wrong
With my heart...
Everyday that passes by...
Keeps on hurting i wonder why...
It just breaks me apart...

Backtracking

2010-06-05T12:46:00.004+05:30

Walking back wards
From where i started....
Beating clock work
By rewinding forward....
Heart beats with pain
Of being departed...
Feel like lost...
Am i retarded...

Show me something
Thats goes along...
Show me why...
I should be alone...
Tell me what
Is going on.....
I ain't blind....
I'm trying my heart out...
Just to beat his pain...
Within...my heart....

Been with the fireworks...
Day after day...
Nothing clicks
No matter what u say...
Heart sings with rain..
Clouds gather with pain
I'm loosing my mind
And I'll say..........

Tears from Heaven

2010-06-05T12:45:00.007+05:30

Clouds above...
Hides the light...
Dark skys....
And long sighs...
Shes about to cry...
No one knows why..
Is she afraid of the
Mighty Thor....
And the thunder of his roar...
Does she feel sorry for
Her children....
Playing Under the skyline....
Comes from her bloodline...

The Long Good Bye

2010-06-05T12:45:00.006+05:30

How hard it is to loose a friend
Even worse just to pretend
That i don't care at all
How hard it is to feel guilty
When ur falling 4 some one so deeply
Its breaking my heart apart
How hard is it to be a man
To turn your face just on command
What is it worth to be
So tell me my friend
Have u ever felt the same...
Have u ever felt like ur feelings
Draining away....
AWAY.......

déjà vu...

2010-06-05T12:45:00.005+05:30

Tell me how to define...
A friend...
Show me how to refine..
In the end...
Is it just u & me
And me & u....
Is it some thing
More than the truth...
Is this just a déjà vu...
Or just another clue...
I'm waiting for a sign
With an open mind..
I'm looking just to rewind
To find whats left behind...
Again.....

Bread & Salt

2010-06-05T12:43:00.001+05:30

I admire you.
You have a nice open heart.
You make me thoughtful.
You should be u.
Someday I will meet u hopefully.
You + me = friends i guess.
If I saw you now I'd say HI but u wont recognize me...:)
I want to know you inside out.
I would build a bridge just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be "life is wonderful"-Jason Marz.
We could be friends under the stars.(or eat bread n salt like Arabs)

Bull-worth

2010-06-05T12:42:00.007+05:30

How can it be...
Is it possible ?
To sell your life..
Inexchange a for a dime...
Is it a crime...
To trade what u beieve...
To shade what u see..
And to give up a dream...
Can money buy u fame?
Yes of course....
It will also give u shame...
Free of charge...
Can money...
Cheat the fate...
Can money
Buy u a life.....
The answer is way too
Complicated...
Can money
buy u hapiness...
Can it give you the light...
Answer is no....
But then what about life...
Money can buy u a life without happiness...
Or is it worth to be happy without a life...
Whats it worth....?

Confession

2010-06-05T12:42:00.006+05:30

Does it bother you...
How i live my life...
How i treat my self..
Its mine...
Its mine to hold..
To tare n fold...
Shape n throw away...
If i want to...
Its mine to give up...
And mine to hate....
It belong to me....
Myself and i....
So please feel free....
The choice is yours...
Yours alone...

Never Again....

2010-06-05T12:42:00.005+05:30

I dont wana be the best
Don't wana beat the rest
Don't want the darkness
But i won't....
Fight for the light
Call me a coward...
Call me a fool...
Hate me as long as u feel
What i see is real...
Hit me as hard as u can
Try me....
But i want plea..
Throw me from a window
In to the wild...
Toss me in the air...
In to the crowd..
But why...
Wast your precious time
on some one like me...
All u got to say..
Is please....
I will just fade away..
Liek a dew drop in a desetrt...
Like a tear drop in your eyes..
From your perfect little
world of lies...
Never to return...
AGAIN.....

Random

2010-06-05T12:41:00.005+05:30

Dreams....
Nightmares...
Love n hate...
Life goes on....
Like i'm always late...
Its bitter
Its sweet...
Empty n full
Looks do differ
But ends the same way....

No More

2010-06-05T12:41:00.004+05:30

My head spinns around
Trust me i'm listning...
But i hear no sound......
My mind is weak...
Restless but sweet....
Still has the will
To show me whats real...
Career goals
So many roles....
Big deals.....
And more....
I dont wana be a hot shot...
A suit without a heart...
A brain with out a mind..
A man but not human...
I dont want this....
Just wana break free...
Wana see the light in me...
Brighter than the sun...
Wiser than the world...
Tell me what u feel...
Is it worth not to be...
ME....N Free....

Out of Order

2010-06-05T12:40:00.004+05:30

Dreams
They come everyday....
Hopes
Come along the way....
Time
It just floats away...
In the end
Its just another day....
Every moning
It starts again...
It goes like
Tick tick tick
Tick tick tick
People come people go....
Memories do stay....
Some fades away...
Some leave scars
That never goes away...
Some keep haunting
Until the end...

Expendable...?

2010-06-05T12:40:00.003+05:30

Just another day....
Sun is up i'm away....
Running with no reason
Going with the season....
Dont know what i do...
Dont know what to choose...
Its so complicated....
I'm starting to loose.....
The clarity...
My sanity...
Am i stuck here
For the eternity....
I'm all alone
No one walks along..
No friends but trends
Is it all the same
In the end....

Awakening....

2010-06-05T12:39:00.002+05:30

I'm missing my heart...
Life is breaking apart..
Thought i was whole..
Life was just another game...
But now its all gone
I can't stand the pain...
Thought i was someone
Else....
Thought it would be
The same....
While i was busy
Making plans...
The world was changing
At a glance...
Now i'm here alone...
Trying find my feet...
Trapped in a grave yard...
Full of unborn memories...
Hidden in the
Corners of my mind...
Stuck in the middle
With and empty heart
Broken dreams and frozen tears....
Lost in the middle of
No where.....
With no directions to
Lead..........

FB: The cover Up.....

2010-06-05T12:38:00.004+05:30

Ur the pretties thing i've ever seen...
Ur so sweet so cute and i'm so happy i met u....
I'm so glad that u let me in....
Thank u Dear...
Ur like a sister to me......
Be my friend...
I will be ur best friend......
We will be friendz 4ever....
Friendship is so pure...
Ur so nice....so talented.....
OMG....thats great.....
Just great...Simply Awesome....
I like that too....
We are so similar.....
WOW u make me smile....
U look lovely in that pic....
Gorgeous...so beautiful....
U'v got angle eyes....
I can't help my self....
I just wonder....?

Shameful Fame

2010-06-05T12:38:00.001+05:30

I wana hide
From ur eyes...
Your lies...
From ur crys.....
Wana fall asleep
With no dreamz....
On my mind...
Wana blow away
All the promises
I'v made...
Don't wana remember
Any dues i'v paid...
Just wana scream away
My pain....
Dont wana see ur face
Again...
Never AGAIN.....

Mission Impossible

2010-06-05T12:37:00.001+05:30

I'm looking every where...
For the perfect alibi...
Through the clouds...
Shouting out loud...
just to satisfy my mind..
To answer the queries
About my sneezing heart....
Which has crash landed..
In to an alien planet
Called doubt...

Hear I Am.......

2010-06-05T12:36:00.001+05:30

when ur down...
when ur not sure
what this life is all about
when ur feeling like
its not just right...
when the whole world attacks u
when everyone is against u
when everything falls out of line
when all the dreamz just drags u down
just look up n say....
Here i am....

Hard RESET

2010-06-05T12:35:00.005+05:30

A new start - a new life
New faces - strange places
A blank mind - no rewind
A free fall - no recall
No past - no lookin back
Go fast - thers only one track

All i want is
A HARD RESET
To forget all
With no regrets
Just feel the rush
Don't be afraid
All u need is
Just one wish......

There's happiness - thers pain
There's nothing else - we can gain
Trapped inside - our tiny veins
We'v got the power - just look again
No one can - stop the rain
Just be a cloud - and fly away....

Guess What?

2010-06-05T12:35:00.003+05:30

its hot n its cold
smtyms hard to hold
not like what its told
dnt know wht its called....

its young n its old
differs from its mould
its worth more than gold
flows as it unfolds.....

its ture n its false
crys while it glows
smiles while its sore
dnt knw whts it for.....

2010

2010-06-05T12:34:00.003+05:30

Its just another number
A little closer to the end
Comes after December
Can u break the trend
I dnt wana remember
No rejoice or revenge
Will u be my November
Is that a "yes" my friend......

“how” is the question and “what” is the answer......

2010-06-05T12:34:00.001+05:30

Every man on earth has his share of fear & tear along with an occasional moment of joy. One might say that life is all about those moments of happiness rather than the life time of pain. But I say different. Pain & sorrow along with the fear tells us something important. That is we should find an answer to this life. Coz if not we'll suffer more and more. Each & everyday that passes by brings loads & loads of pain. Actually what most of us do is that we live with the hope that some day it will all end and happiness will find us. But as far as I know that day will never come. And nothing will change if we don't change the system.
Actually “how” is the question and “what” is the answer. Confusing isn’t it. To find the answer to how we are going to change should begin with understanding what this life is. What exactly is this life? Why are we born? What is our purpose of living? One might say forget it n enjoy life. One might say it’s an open ended question. One might say it’s an exam that we have to learn while facing it. But all these answers have one thing in common. That is no one is certain about the meaning of life. To be honest I had no clue what so ever about life for the past 20 years. Strange isn’t it. It gives me a shiver coz now I know that I’ve been passing time for the last 20 years, idling like a buffoon without a purpose.
But no one can change the past. So what we should do is to go ahead n change the future. But then again HOW?

Until

2010-06-05T12:33:00.002+05:30

we meet-we speak
we cheat-we lie
we dream-we scream
we kneel-we cry
we breath-we sleep
we weep-but why
its cheap-i knw
but its worth-to try......

Bitter Sweet

2010-06-05T12:32:00.001+05:30

Its a game with no rules
Crossword with no clues
A candle with no light
A painful delight..
Its a flower with no scent
A tunnel with no end
Don't fall for the trend
Trust me its no friend......

You are pressed against a glass
You can see but won't feel
some times it feels like
A wound that won't heal
It looks just like snow
But its hot in its core
Yes we always want more
But theres no where to go......

Look in the Mirror

2010-06-05T12:31:00.002+05:30

One of the core teachings of Lord Buddha was to give up the feeling of ownership/ego/belongingness. E.g: This is mine...this belongs to me...no one else should have it...this is ours..This is only for the betterment of ourselves....But is it the case in SL. we call our selves pure Buddhists. According to us this is the land of the Dhamma. Yet we r so worried about our things...this is our country. Our Motherland. not anybody else’s. This is our Buddhist culture...the sad thing is that we r killing in the name of Lord Buddha....so sad...HP ppl in SL wd understand this soon....we r no Buddhists...we r just racists barbarians...u may not agree..But some day u will..We call this is the most precious country of all. But why…coz we were born here. Then what are we…Just another set of animals with poor attitudes. A mad bunch of hypocrites. U might call me a traitor. But its just a fragment of your imagination. The only truth is this world is full of individuals and their needs. The word society, Country, community r just excuses that we use to full fill our endless needs.

Silent Scream

2010-06-05T12:31:00.001+05:30

In the search of immortality
Cheating our destiny
In the dawn of insanity
Breaching our fantacy
I ask from u all
When will be tha fall
Will you recall
How many heads rolled....
Over one question
Over one love...
Who is god and who is man
The god that lives above
The dog that lives in us...
The sermans of heart
Preachings of love
Teachings of goodness
Examples of divinity
Different in sound
Meanigs are the same
Why cant we look for once
Without the glasses
With out our perception
Without the ignorance
Just reset you brain
Be a nutral
Just for this once
For the sake of your own...

Living

2010-06-05T12:30:00.002+05:30

You might be cold
But inside my heart is just turning on
Warm feelings starts to flow
With old memories begin to glow.....

No... i'm not that old u know
You always tell me com'on
Come n play along.....
The world might find it a bit odd
But they can say....
What ever they want
I also feel a bit strange...
Coz i'm a half grown man now a days
But ur the same as always....
Just show me one thing that has changed...

No don't tell me how
Coz u know how much i love
You....
I'm still the kid who used to love u
Still fell the mud & the smell of u...
So dnt stop coming back again...
I only feel like living when it rains.......

Freak Show

2010-06-05T12:29:00.000+05:30

what is more important...
who am i
or
what am i....
or
just i...
or
is it just why?
wht am i doin?
dnt u know
i'm just
coverin up my ego.....
just to let go
to show off
that i'm me
what i wana be...
the freak in me
i aint cool
but free
nahh....its just a lie..
i'm just pretending...
to be me....

Bluffing

2010-06-05T12:27:00.003+05:30

sm ppl hate me
coz i never lie
he he...thats a lie
or is it coz i dnt try
to be more than i
counlr ever imagine why
is it coz i'm naive
like a lone star in the sky
tell me plz...
but u knw...
i wnt change at all
but at least i cd try...
not to b me 4 a second..
or could i...ever....

Dark Light

2010-06-05T12:27:00.001+05:30

6 its 7 its 8 then 10
Times just runs
With the sun
Light is bright
We know its fast
How long will it last
All i know is that
In a blink its the past

Night is a mask
A contrast...
But all you need
Is just one spark
To change whats dark
Go back to the start
With a little hope
In your heart

Knights will rise
With blades of pride...
They will rule
Like fools
Until it falls
No lie will stand
When the truth unfolds

Blank

2010-06-05T12:26:00.001+05:30

u think ur special
thats the only thing ur not
u think its nothig
to hurt some one n walk away
u think its ur right
to give up on some one
yes my friend ur correct
and also ur wrong
but trust me one day
u'll sing the same song....
when u find no one
walking along.....
when u feel pain with
every second that passes by
when every heart beat
becomes one big lie...
tell me how u feel....
until then.....
i will be here waiting....
in this lonely path
of honest pain...
and truthful suffering......

Empty

2010-06-05T12:25:00.001+05:30

To be frank
My mind is blank
No way to rank
Not a chance
To last
Just one glance
So please dnt ask
WHY?????

....scotoma.....

2010-06-05T12:22:00.000+05:30

Ur an eye candy sugar probe.....
I know what ur looking for
Don’t fool around
Where u don’t belong..
If u wana know just get along....

My heart is pure & mind is weak....
But trust me babe its pretty stiff
Just don’t break in
It is open....
But it won't work coz it's broken.....

You wish if it was a cipher...
You see, its a pretty good fighter
Just don't give up
Its not over......
Its a maze, ur at the center.....

Overcoming Guilt

2010-06-04T08:29:00.001+05:30

It’s not about love
It’s not about pain
But the question is
What else is there?
To be gained....
We are not robots...
That can be trained...
Biggest illusion is
The thought
Of being tamed...
It is not the question...
But the answer is staged
The only temptation
And no one is saved…..
Whose fault is it?
No one to be blamed...
Me my self & I are the
Ones to be framed....

Red Pill

2010-06-03T06:58:00.002+05:30

I’ve been waiting for a miracle
And now I’m at the verge of insanity...
I’ve been searching for an oracle
Now I’ve ended up with uncertainty......
I used to listen to the sermons
And now I’m voting for the silence....
Its time to wave good bye to devotion
And farewell to my allegiance.....
It’s not just the faith in me
It’s everything that I believed in.....
Just like a meteor I’m bright
It’s coz I’m burning inside out...
I no longer own the key to patience
Meet my long lost friend, innocence
I’m not gona say that I’m falling
It’s just that I’m losing my religion....
It’s not the things that I believe...
Just some words used to deceive....

Pyramus and Thisbe

2010-06-01T11:36:00.002+05:30

Distance keeps on
Increasing...
I just wana break in
To my own fort.....
Sadness keeps on
Haunting...
I’m just trapped
Within my own thoughts.....

As Darkness creeps
Through my windowpane.....
Heart shuts down
I just can’t explain......
I’m a lonely kite
In a hurricane.....
Life is just a fire
In the pouring rain......
Every time I try
To make a change......
Something drags
Me down.........
Here it goes again......

It’s like jumping
On a trampoline
I see far ahead but
No way to reach...
Just like chatting
With a hologram
Can’t feel it
But I understand.....

Just like a wave
Reaching its shore....
No time to wait
Even if I want more.....
It’s not the end
What matters the most...
It’s the distance
That keeps us close....

Up

2010-05-30T08:26:00.003+05:30

What if?
Life is a kite
Where the sky is high
The earth is low....
Define the wind?....
It’s not anything that blows...
It’s more than that...
A trend?
Could it be a blend?
Of effort and chance.....
How do we enhance...
What is required.....

The string.....
Is it just a limit....
Or a guiding tool....
Can u define the rules....
How to find the directions...
When the upper wind
Starts to pull.....
What will be the end....
Who will decide.....
The ultimate distance.....
The string or the wind....
Or the will of the guide....
Whom we assume to be....
Or is it just a stick
In the mud...
Guess what.....

Profiling

2010-05-29T20:54:00.001+05:30

Was lost in a dream
For two days in a row...
I couldn’t quite get what
Was not right at all....
What should u choose?
When there is nothing to lose
Is it just another
One of those things
That u have no control of
Where all u got to
Do is to wait for a while
For the things to unfold....
When the things do revolve
With no direction at all
My mind's on a mission
For true north of my soul
Am I just another one?
Who is here to read and run
Just show me the fun of
Being someone else
Other than your true self
Being just a suit
Or a mask with no leads
To prove what you are
Or else......

Simple Denial

2010-05-18T12:06:00.002+05:30

I’m a liar
So just give up.....
Isn’t it obvious?
I’m making it up
It was Always
About me, never us.....
I never loved u
U just misread the facts....

Baby I loved u
Coz I needed u much....
But u just thought
It was the
Other way around....
I’ve got nothing to lose
So just let me conclude...
Forget the dreams...
Coz none of 'em is true....

I’m just a dreamer
With no regrets....
Never live in the past
Just neglect....
Love, its just a crust
At core, was the lust....
I know its ugly
But the truth always is....

Simple As That......

2010-05-17T16:11:00.001+05:30

U call it ordinary
Just another day....
Too bad for me it isn't
In every way...
Its not the answer
I just wanna hear u say....
U know how much I love u
Plz don’t walk away....

I know it works both ways
But do u feel the same
I’m trying my best to face
The truth that fades again...
U know what’s really hurting
Its not the shame....
The silence hits me more
Than any thing u said....

Just tell me what I ever
Did to end up hear....
Was it only me or was it
Something we never shared....
I never felt the distance
U know I still do care....
Since when did we find?
Happiness to be so rare....

Pulsar

2010-05-13T09:06:00.003+05:30

I’ve known u since
Like 4ever....
Still remember how we
Used to be...
U know I’m still
Pretty much crazy....
Even though life
Is not that easy....
I still miss our
Mr.sneezy....
How u make me run
In the rain.....
Used to pretend
That ur in pain.....
I used to fall for it
Again n again....
All I want is just to
Feel the same....
Wish I could ever live
Those days again

Now its all gone
Back with time....
Only a memory
Deep in my mind...
Still hear ur voice
Every time I rhyme...
Wonder why i always
Makes me cry....
Still remember those
Lines u said...
All the laughter
And the tears we shed...
Remember once I made
U believe......
That I couldn't see u
For real.....
Can't 4get that fear
Paper white face....
I’m telling u now
Those were the days......

Picture Perfect

2010-05-13T09:03:00.002+05:30

Yes indeed!...
I noticed it in your eyes...
Glimpse of the perfect world...
A bright future...
Shining stars of hope....
Desire to reach
Greener pastures......
Hunger for success...
Feeling of the
Whole world is at my grasp...
Sure it feels good....
Yes it does...
I give you that....
You will make me complete...
Who will never retreat...
But....

Do I......
Need this....
Do I need to be perfect....
To enjoy life....
To live..to cry...
To fly away like a bird...
To try and fail...
To unveil....my self...
To sing along with the wind.....
Drown my self in moonshine...
Get dazzled with
Puzzled emotions...
Get high on a roof top....
Feel the free fall....
Give up once in a while...
To make a mistake...
To laugh at my self....
Do I

Metamorphosis

2010-05-11T06:10:00.003+05:30

U tell me what to do
Show me what to choose
Make me wana lose
On my own....

U treat me like a child
Ignore me like i'm blind
Why do I feel good?
When ur gone....

U turn off my brain
Make all free thoughts drain
Don’t want this pain
Not again....

Not supposed to think
Not even to blink
Just wana shrink
This pain...

Is it me or just the shame?
Want to break this frame
Never to refrain
Again....

Doppler Shift

2010-05-07T06:18:00.004+05:30

Let me tell u

A secret...

Never believe

What u've been told

What u hear or see....

What u read or breathe...

What leads to needs...

Let it be the fate

Of my little secret too...

The truth

Shall set u free...

Always go

With what u feel...

When ur hurt

By the truth

It takes time

To make it work...

Let it heal...

Never rush in

To the magic cure...

And endure...

A lie

It can make u fly....

Yes u can run

Where ever u like

With no pride

U’ll have to hide...

Its just like

A butterfly...

Looks lovely

Until u try...

To touch the beauty...

That lies inside....

Over My Shoulder....

2010-05-04T12:09:00.001+05:30

Days go by......

My life rewinds....

I don’t know why....

It still reminds....

Someone else...

That’s not my self....

I'm still here...

Nop, I just guessed....

I'm walking back

Believing a lie...

Talking back

To a shadow of mine

Looking back

The things I’ve done...

Asking my self

Why I’m still alive.....

I don’t know why

I can't believe...

I see it all

But I just don’t feel..

Trust me on this

Coz I never dream....

One big disguise

Life never reveals.....

Scattered Heart.....

2010-05-01T08:22:00.002+05:30

Its hard to scream in love
U know its true......
I never thought I’d be
Right here with u....
After all the things
That we've been through.....
AND
I just want to tell the
World that I’m with u......

Its not the kind of magic
They say it is......
Its always more sweeter
Than a dream.....
I know its sounds a bit
Odd, yes it is....
BUT
Is this love I don’t know?
Is this for real....

Tell me something
I just wanna know...
Show me one thing that
I want more....
Its not the only thing
That’s for sure.....
BUT
Its not gonna be the same
With out u......

What makes a smile can
Also make a tear.....
What makes you cry can
Take away ur fear...
I know that there are things
That we should care.....
BUT
Ur the only one for me
Yes dear......

Here & Now

2010-04-28T09:41:00.004+05:30

Just take my hand
Make a wish
Lets take a walk
Together.......
Be who u are
Breathe easy....
Just let me be.....
The one u need.......

Look at the stars
Jealous sky
Above.....
there’s no heaven
It is here
In ur heart....
Let me feel my self
In side......

In side....
Those blue eyes...
Bubbling
Full of love....
I see my self
Looking back..
Searching
For an answer....

I’ve known..
For sure...
All my life....

The Dead-End

2010-04-27T09:30:00.002+05:30

Guess what I’m the bad guy

Don’t know how it happened

It just did.....

Don’t ask me how bad it is..

Coz I really don’t care...

Figure it out if u dare....

Coz nothing matters

When ur heat is broken....

When ur mind is shaken....

When ur thoughts drain away....

Everything starts to fade away....

Only for a moment.....

Then it’s all the same again...

Nothing special....

Not even the tiniest significance

For what u've been through

Seems like it was microscopic

An undetectable effort

Just to get here....

So I u ask me.....

I’d say.....