Sunday, September 30, 2012

Knot...



I’m lost in the woods
With a charismatic smile....
It tossed and turned
My brains out...
I wish i could be free...
Just like a wild bee...
Don’t worry
My dear...
I won't go on a
Killing spree...
Its way too simple
Than all of your dreams...
That moulds...
Penguins and unicorns..
All tangled
In one screen...
Yes i know what you mean...
About you and me...
It’s here and now...
Not the eternity...
I can never be your knight...
It ain't the lack of bravery....
I fear the night...
Darling
It ain’t sweet but savory...
When the moon is full and bright...
Don’t ask me to fight....
Its way too much
Light...
To be wasted on your lies...

Saturday, September 15, 2012

The Q



I’m looking at you
Trying to figure out me
I don’t know what to do
But I’m still looking at you
But the world can’t hear
Cause its strange out there
There’s some weight in the air….

I’m sitting out here
Nobody can see
Cause its strange out there
Even the sun rejects to glare
You’re looking at me
I’m melting down fast
There’s not enough air
When you’re asking if I dare….

Friday, August 31, 2012

3....


Yes i know
I ain't fit 
To survive
My carnivorous mind....
Yes i am blind...
Just like a child
With a pack of crayons
In front of 
A perfectly painted wall
Yes I hate lullabies...
Coz they keep me awake...
While I’m asleep..
It’s too deep to
Get out form...
My own prison
It’s hard to break theses 
Walls made out of fur...
My obsession
For the darkness...
Encourages the passion
For loneliness...
My heart kneels
Before the throne called hatred...
With in my brain...
To absorb the pain...
In to my own veins...
With no gain
What so ever...
Simply to save the world...
From me...
Myself and i...
The Threesome of treason...
The reason for Freedom…

Sunday, May 27, 2012

The BEat....



I’m looking at you
From a distance...
Through
A shattered Glass
Window.....
I used to know
What i see......
Now i guess
I’m not even here.....
I just know
What i believe in..
I know I ain't determined....
Just keep on walking...
Talking....
Falling Down....
Like a balloon animal...
Loosing stamp....
For a moment of joy....
And deception.....
I will give up
All the reasons....
Cause....
I can feel
The need in me....
But you keep on
Trying to be.....
Free.......


Sunday, February 19, 2012

The Sequel




I’m just lying
Like a hypnotized
Hippopotamus....
Naked
On a plain couch...
With my head so far
Up my arse....
Like a disillusioned...
Chipmunk....
My mind is
Jumping every where...
Trying to find n opening....
Where as my heart is
Trapped in a hamster wheel...
Thumping like a gangster...
Probably too young to kneel....
It generates
Pain in exchange of
Happiness.....
Converts shame in to fame....
Thank god
My liver is still working...
So no one can bother my
Wishful thinking....
At last lust has won
The stupid battle of attraction
Defeating love....
And i feel so off loaded....
Over flowing
Feelings...
Are all over ma sheets....
Damaged dreams are
All over the place....
Along with sugar coated lines....
Which now soaked in sweat...
And my lungs are out of breath..
With a big regret....
Which I’m going to forget.....

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Yegg....



Yeah.....now I’m rich...
I cracked the vault of time...
With a piece of lime....
Dipped in a cheap whiskey...
And it’s the perfect crime….
Don’t wanna define…
This time……
But feels like I’m missing...
Something in me....
I know it sounds crazy...
Well....
You know it better than me....
Some times it’s harder to be...
Who you wanna be....
Coz life can be too easy....
When things get slippery n wet...
It’s the treachery....
Of the silence....
And the misery of life...
While you seek the...
Company of darkness....
Underneath the clouds of light....
It’s simply not the brightness...
That drives us away......
Again......             

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Werso




I only hear
The drip drip drops
Of silence....
Beyond the ku klux klan
Of the brain....
It is just not
Some pain to remember.....
That keeps on coming
All over again.....
My eyes are
Blinded with raw anger...
Tells me never to
Back away.....
Tears keep on blocking
All my emotions.....
Simply asking me to pray.....
Is this the end....
Time to defend....
My shallow heart within.....
Time to pretend....
That I’m a hero....
Who fights for freedom
With himself.......