Sunday, May 30, 2010

Up


What if?
Life is a kite
Where the sky is high
The earth is low....
Define the wind?....
It’s not anything that blows...
It’s more than that...
A trend?
Could it be a blend?
Of effort and chance.....
How do we enhance...
What is required.....

The string.....
Is it just a limit....
Or a guiding tool....
Can u define the rules....
How to find the directions...
When the upper wind
Starts to pull.....
What will be the end....
Who will decide.....
The ultimate distance.....
The string or the wind....
Or the will of the guide....
Whom we assume to be....
Or is it just a stick
In the mud...
Guess what.....

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Profiling


Was lost in a dream
For two days in a row...
I couldn’t quite get what
Was not right at all....
What should u choose?
When there is nothing to lose
Is it just another
One of those things
That u have no control of
Where all u got to
Do is to wait for a while
For the things to unfold....
When the things do revolve
With no direction at all
My mind's on a mission
For true north of my soul
Am I just another one?
Who is here to read and run
Just show me the fun of
Being someone else
Other than your true self
Being just a suit
Or a mask with no leads
To prove what you are
Or else......

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Simple Denial


I’m a liar
So just give up.....
Isn’t it obvious?
I’m making it up
It was Always
About me, never us.....
I never loved u
U just misread the facts....

Baby I loved u
Coz I needed u much....
But u just thought
It was the
Other way around....
I’ve got nothing to lose
So just let me conclude...
Forget the dreams...
Coz none of 'em is true....

I’m just a dreamer
With no regrets....
Never live in the past
Just neglect....
Love, its just a crust
At core, was the lust....
I know its ugly
But the truth always is....

Monday, May 17, 2010

Simple As That......


U call it ordinary
Just another day....
Too bad for me it isn't
In every way...
Its not the answer
I just wanna hear u say....
U know how much I love u
Plz don’t walk away....

I know it works both ways
But do u feel the same
I’m trying my best to face
The truth that fades again...
U know what’s really hurting
Its not the shame....
The silence hits me more
Than any thing u said....

Just tell me what I ever
Did to end up hear....
Was it only me or was it
Something we never shared....
I never felt the distance
U know I still do care....
Since when did we find?
Happiness to be so rare....

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Pulsar


I’ve known u since
Like 4ever....
Still remember how we
Used to be...
U know I’m still
Pretty much crazy....
Even though life
Is not that easy....
I still miss our
Mr.sneezy....
How u make me run
In the rain.....
Used to pretend
That ur in pain.....
I used to fall for it
Again n again....
All I want is just to
Feel the same....
Wish I could ever live
Those days again

Now its all gone
Back with time....
Only a memory
Deep in my mind...
Still hear ur voice
Every time I rhyme...
Wonder why i always
Makes me cry....
Still remember those
Lines u said...
All the laughter
And the tears we shed...
Remember once I made
U believe......
That I couldn't see u
For real.....
Can't 4get that fear
Paper white face....
I’m telling u now
Those were the days......

Picture Perfect


Yes indeed!...
I noticed it in your eyes...
Glimpse of the perfect world...
A bright future...
Shining stars of hope....
Desire to reach
Greener pastures......
Hunger for success...
Feeling of the
Whole world is at my grasp...
Sure it feels good....
Yes it does...
I give you that....
You will make me complete...
Who will never retreat...
But....

Do I......
Need this....
Do I need to be perfect....
To enjoy life....
To live..to cry...
To fly away like a bird...
To try and fail...
To unveil....my self...
To sing along with the wind.....
Drown my self in moonshine...
Get dazzled with
Puzzled emotions...
Get high on a roof top....
Feel the free fall....
Give up once in a while...
To make a mistake...
To laugh at my self....
Do I

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Metamorphosis


U tell me what to do
Show me what to choose

Make me wana lose

On my own....


U treat me like a child

Ignore me like i'm blind
Why do I feel good?
When ur gone....


U turn off my brain

Make all free thoughts drain

Don’t want this pain

Not again....


Not supposed to think

Not even to blink

Just wana shrink

This pain...


Is it me or just the shame?
Want to break this frame
Never to refrain

Again....

Friday, May 7, 2010

Doppler Shift


Let me tell u

A secret...

Never believe

What u've been told

What u hear or see....

What u read or breathe...

What leads to needs...

Let it be the fate

Of my little secret too...

The truth

Shall set u free...

Always go

With what u feel...

When ur hurt

By the truth

It takes time

To make it work...

Let it heal...

Never rush in

To the magic cure...

And endure...

A lie

It can make u fly....

Yes u can run

Where ever u like

With no pride

U’ll have to hide...

Its just like

A butterfly...

Looks lovely

Until u try...

To touch the beauty...

That lies inside....

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Over My Shoulder....


Days go by......

My life rewinds....

I don’t know why....

It still reminds....

Someone else...

That’s not my self....

I'm still here...

Nop, I just guessed....

I'm walking back

Believing a lie...

Talking back

To a shadow of mine

Looking back

The things I’ve done...

Asking my self

Why I’m still alive.....

I don’t know why

I can't believe...

I see it all

But I just don’t feel..

Trust me on this

Coz I never dream....

One big disguise

Life never reveals.....

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Scattered Heart.....


Its hard to scream in love
U know its true......
I never thought I’d be
Right here with u....
After all the things
That we've been through.....
AND
I just want to tell the
World that I’m with u......

Its not the kind of magic
They say it is......
Its always more sweeter
Than a dream.....
I know its sounds a bit
Odd, yes it is....
BUT
Is this love I don’t know?
Is this for real....

Tell me something
I just wanna know...
Show me one thing that
I want more....
Its not the only thing
That’s for sure.....
BUT
Its not gonna be the same
With out u......

What makes a smile can
Also make a tear.....
What makes you cry can
Take away ur fear...
I know that there are things
That we should care.....
BUT
Ur the only one for me
Yes dear......