Saturday, November 20, 2010

Loser With an Attitude.......


I don't expect 
You to be kind...
I don't want you to smile...
Just becoz i'm a dreamer...
Just becoz i'm down..
You dont get the right 
To own me...
Coz i don't owe you a dime...
Sometimes you make me wonder...
Sometimes you even make my smile
But that doesnt give you
The keys to my life...
It is mine..
End of story...
Its fine the way it is....
Coz i like the way it is...
I might be a looser..
I might never touch the sky
But i can live with that forever...
Until i can see
The Bright-SIDE.....

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Mutually Exclusive


Sometimes I wonder
What do I got to do?
Just to remember
That I’m here with you
Do I need to surrender?
My heart.....
To make you feel it too
Is this a Silent reminder....
That my heart is on the move......

Is it just me & you....
Or is it something else
We both never knew...

Thought we were perfect
Forever meant to be....
Thought I was dreaming
But woke up with a scream...
Thought I found a home
But now I’m like a paying guest...
Heart weeps all day long
Refusing to take a rest....

Is it just me & you....
Or is it something else
We both never knew..

I was searching
For the sunshine.....
Seems like
You are the rain...
I was looking for
A horse back ride...
And you are
A speeding train...
Can't think of any solutions
Even a tiniest clue....
All I know is these questions
Just didn't come out of the blue...

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Somewhere I Belong.......


I was an admirer 
Of darkness
Enchanted by 
The loneliness
Mesmerized by 
The silence
A student of sorrow
A consumer of emptiness
A farmer 
Who cultivated anger
Watered it with tear drops
Hardened it with sarcasm
Sold it with confidence
Wrapped it with a smile...
Fate was my villain...
Hate was my friend...
I crowned myself king..
Inside my own walls....

But all of a sudden 
Something came 
Came out of nowhere
Probably within.......
And knocked down....
My little personal heaven
Called Ego.....
It woke me up 
And brought me down....
Down under 
To the other side
At the fountain of reality
Near the circle of truth
I saw kingdom of humanity
I met the source of life
I saw two doors... 
One of them said
Eternity awaits.....
I chose the other.... 
And woke up in Hell....

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Anagram



They say
Some things are better untold.....
But I ain’t the kind the guy
Who does what’s being told.....
Why keep it hidden
Like the fools gold......
Well I’m just guessing...
Let the truth unfold......

I say...
You might regret it....
Either way it flows...
Time makes it worse
I’ve seen how it works....
So what’s the pause
Just let it go.....
It's not forever
Coz you may never know.......

You say
You love me....
For that I know
It’s not the secret
I’m itching to know.....
I will believe it
If you tell me more....
Just keep on guessing
I’ll figure out the flaw...

Saturday, August 14, 2010

The Portal.....


Can you show me the
Fluctuating elements of madness
The equation for insanity
The reciprocal of eternity
The certainty of uncertainty
Dilemma of stupidity
Generosity of cruelty
Have you ever felt
The intolerable calmness
In your head....
The vastness of your heart
When its empty.....
The darkness in your mind
When it's shrunk....
The sweetness of your tears
When they are dry.....
When you're high....
Don’t get me wrong though...
You're not happy or sad....
You're above them....
Have you ever been there , My dear friend...
Then you might know....
That you're lost....
In the middle of nowhere....
Literally
Somewhere in side your own mind....
Yep...your helpless on your own ground....

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Profile....


I’m just
A mask...
A stranger.....
With no danger....
Shielded with
The distance....
Protected with
The resistance...
Granted by the system
With so called dreams...
Of existence....
I know I’m just..
A common like....
A regular comment.....
An occasional poke.....
And a rare message......
I never shine
Online...
There’s no word
To define......
I'm just
A fragment of your
Imagination........
That can be
Defragmented
And re-fragmented
Again & again.....
With just a matter
Of few clicks....
Yep, that's the trick....
Just Swish And Flick...

Friday, July 30, 2010

I know......


I’m just another
Pencil stroke
On your blank mind....
Head to head with the emptiness
Sharing the loneliness...
I will never be a Masterpiece....
I know....
And I can live with that....
I’m not trying to change anything
That’s for sure...

I’m just another
Lonely star...
On your sky...
Willing to burn my heart out...
Just to make some light....
I will never be the dawn...
I know....
And I can live with that....
I’m not trying to change anything
That’s for sure...

I’m just another dew drop...
On your desert....
Trying to fight the sun...
For just one last moment....
I will never be a rain.....
I know
And I can live with that....
I’m not trying to change anything
That’s for sure...

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Perfection....


It’s normal.....
You know why?
Simple......
Coz it’s been there for ever.......
Can’t be that bad....
Just keep on believing....
Do not open your eyes...
Just listen....
We’ll describe it to you.....
Well if you need some more...
Let us break it down....
No need to fight.....
You know that ain't right...
Isn’t this convenient enough for u....
You don't have to make choices...
We’ll do that 4 u....
We’ll narrow it down....
Trust us...
It’s for your own good......
It’s the moral thing to do....
Why question something perfect...

Why?..
It is......
The condemned word...
The forgotten logic....
The sum of all fears...
The key to the Pandora’s box......
The sworn enemy to peace...
The dark side of culture.....
The door to inhumanity....

Why?...
It has three letters...
Forged in hell…..
Bonded with fire……
Seasoned with the darkest logic.....
The curiosity..
That kills the obedience....
That poisons the perfect regime...
The catalyst...
For evil thoughts.....
The seed of the weed…..
Known as revolution……
Born by the cross pollination
Between heart & the brain…..
The proof of existence
Of a beating heart....
So never ask why?...
Just give it a try.....
It’s for your own good....
And trust me
Who needs to fly....

Sunday, July 25, 2010

The Smiling Assassin



It was not the eyes...
Neither the spin...
Nor the pressure of
Length & line...
It was not about
The accuracy....
Never the authority....
It was the smile...
That took 'em by surprise..

The earth...
The wind....
Combined with the spin....
With a lot of heart....
Hidden within..

It’s not the easiest thing...
Swimming upstream....
When every damn thing...
Is too extreme....
Yes you had help....
Not from above...
But from beneath....
The hearts of few mortals....
Some call it chance...
Just a simple glance...
From GOD....
Just to enhance...
The balance it self....
Is no freelance....

We salute you again...
Not for the trophies.......
But for that smile..
That brought us the glories...

The One......



Dear friend.....
Please be seated....
No need to shout
"Encore"...
Or leap in the air....
I know you want more...
BUT....
It’s just a rehearsal session...
Nop that’s not it...
Just wait
For a few more minutes...
Exactly.....
Don’t be embarrassed.....
Look at the bright side...
If it made you
This much excited...
Just imagine how
The real thing would do....
Please don't leave...
Just don't give up...
Not now….
After coming this far…..
I know how you feel...
Knocked up I guess....
But let’s face it...
Theses things happen
Once in a while...
there’s no one to be blamed...
Just hold on tight and
You'll be fine.....
Not every verse rhymes...
You know....
You got to find
The right words
To go with the tune.....

Friday, July 23, 2010

Antitrust......



All I heard was a mimic....
I thought
It was just a gimmick....
Of my mind....
To fool my dumb head.....
But it kept on
Haunting my dreams....
With silent screams...
And started flooding my emotions
By opening the gates of
Insecurity
Guarding my fears....
Dissolved in lush green tears.....
For a moment I thought...
It was me...
But how could it be....
There’s something foreign...
Within me...
Something that does not belong.....
Yet it was too strong....
To hold.....
Can’t you see..
How come you don't notice...
What I’ve become......
I’m in pain...
It runs through my veins..
I’m losing my sleep....
It’s intruding the beat...
Of my shallow heart...
With tiny little trembles....
Of curious disguises....
Of myself & me........
Can’t you see...
Oh lord...
Why ME.......

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Reflection.....




I was a poisonous dart
Meant for your heart 
Just to tare you apart
Disgused with your past
Vengeful qwartz
Wrapped around a blast
Drenched in anger
Mended with lies...
I was waiting for you
I was reaching to you
Then I saw your face


I was amazed by you....
I was you....
you were me..
We were the same..
It was too good to be true...
I was you....
you were me..
Looking back again..
How come I never had a clue...


I was the darkness
You were the light
How come we never meet
You being so bright
I was the painful half
You never gave up the laugh
Running away from sunshine
Hiding from my self
I was waiting for you
I was reaching to you
Then I saw ur face

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Heliocentrism


A new day has come....
Just like yesterday
It’s dumb....
But let’s face it...
It’s the sun....
Nothing else matters
When you’re on the run...
So no choice but to
Embrace it....
And trust me
Tomorrow won't be...
An exception either.....
But there’s always HOPE....
Yes...isn't it amazing...
Just that feeling..
Those glimpses of light
In your head....
Murmuring softly....
Everything will be fresh
With the dawning sun....
Indeed it could be...
But only....
If you could give me
Something.....
To hold on to...
To live for....
Or even to die for....
I will be fine...
Unless it would be just
Another one......
With the same old
Bunch of
Rhetorical question....
A few gallons of tears....
And a handful of smiles
To cope with....
Yes I know what your thinking....
Is it worth?
Well...
Let me put it this way....
HOW is the question......
And WHAT is the answer....

Thursday, July 15, 2010

The Bottom Line


It's all about pleasure
It's always about me
It's the only pressure
That i really feel
Like looking at a mirror
To see what u wana see
It's the only horror
That u will see in me
It's cheap... indeed...
I know what u feel....
Too bad it hurts
Your little fantacies...
But what is wrong
With just being free....
Coz my whole life
Is about me...

Monday, July 12, 2010

How to Pick a Crayon


I know
What I NEED....
I guess the question
Is what I WANT....
Yes, its easy for u to say....
Just look in to my HEART....
Well, some times
It isn't exactly the case......
It’s like being Colour Blind....
Where the end point of the
Reaction is RED or GREEN.....
Just like the answer
To all my troubles
Is floating around me...
And all I have
Is a torn net to catch 'em....
And an open heart
To keep 'em
From being
Stolen by my own emotions......
The funniest thing is
While having
All this tension
About what I want....
At the end of the day
All I’m worried about
Is what u want...
What they want.....
What the whole wide world wants
Just like I’m waiting
For someone to choose....
What’s best for me..
How rational is that...
I just don’t get it...
Yes I see it...
Yet I can't feel it...
I'm unable to look beyond
The pre installed..
Limits in my mind....
Just like a CHILD.....

Monday, July 5, 2010

Beneath the Surface........


I’m not reading your thoughts..
Nop I ain't breeding any either....
I’m just observing.....
Through my naked eyes.....
By my blank mind.....
What’s hidden
In front of my own eyes...
What lies beneath
The ghostly cries...
And forgotten shadows
Deep down in my heart...
In my past…..
Imprisoned for generations....
Barbarically tortured and suppressed...
Never to return again
To the surface....
To the light…….

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

The Darkness


Ever since the day
I came in to
This world of darkness
I've been trying to find
The reason why
My faith departed?
Life is like an empty street
I'm the only one
Who is walking
When it seems
Every thing is so fine
Felt like
I was left alone to die
And every time i cry
It's so hard to see the truth
I dont know why

I'm fighting
Since the day I've been born
Don't know why
I'm left alone?
When the time moves on
I'll walk along
The road to the night
Where i belong....

Saturday, June 26, 2010

The Wish......


I expect
The unexpected...
I respect the
Absurd...
I believe
In uncertainty..
I trust in
A lie.....
I see
The darkness....
And I hear the
Silence......
I taste
The bitterness....
And I suffer
The tenderness....
I read
My own mind....
And I greet
My own self....
I cheat
My own fate
And I wish if
I wasn't born.....

I prefer
Black over white....
And I don't
Know about grey....
I choose..
If there’s nothing to lose.....
I cry...
When I’m surrounded.....
I smile
When I’m alone.....
I lie
When I’m questioned...
Past
Is my future......
The present
Is unknown......
Your smile
Is my retribution......
Your pain
Is my gain.....
It’s a shame
That I’m still standing......
My soul is
Yours to claim.......

I’ll bow
To my avenger.....
I’ll howl
To my savior....
I’ll crawl
Out from heaven.....
I’ll be
Who I am....
I’ll lose
My self....
On the verge
Of redemption.....
I’ll embrace
The guilt.....
And I’ll enjoy
The free fall.....
I’ll refuse
To recall.....
I’ll trade
My freedom....
For a few
Words of wisdom.....
Not to meet
My fate.....
Just to avoid
The gates.....

Friday, June 25, 2010

The Motive


I know man....
I know how much
You hate him
He is your foe...
Ain't he....
But that’s your
Own problem......
Just get over it.......
That’s all I can say
That’s what every one
Will say....
It’s the 21st century
You can't challenge
Him to a bout...
Just forget it...
There’s nothing
Else you can do
And trust me...
If you kill him....
It’s called MURDER...
Not REVENGE.....
And when that happens..
The society
Will kill you BACK....
A senseless suit
Will claim your head....
Blood for blood
An eye for an eye
Simple as that
And it is called
JUSTICE...
Not VENGEANCE
Isn’t it amazing.....
So my advice.....
Shut the f*** up....
And get over it....
Or be smart
And run him over...
It’s called an ACCIDENT......

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Head Strong........




Head Strong

Walking with arrogance
So long...
For being nice & innocence
Get along...
Or just be left alone
Is it wrong...
Hell no i feel damn strong

Walking tall......
It feel so different
I want it all....
Don't know what is sufficient
Say good bye....
To rainy days...
The sun is out....
In the end.....

Get it on...
I ain't gonna back away
Hay whats up..
Its only goanna be this way
Say good bye...
To the lonely nights...
It is time...
For the shining lights...

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Intoxicated


Been sitting here
All day long....
Trying to figure out
What went wrong.....
I'm trying my best
To be strong.....
I need to be
Where i belong....

I'm lost in a dream...
That keeps me awake..
Cant find what is real
Coz it feeds my needs..
Don't know what to believe...
Am i deceived...
I just cant figure out...
some one help me please......

I'v been here
For some time now..
Still got no clue..
Head spins around..
I'm trying my best
To be alert...
Just want out..
Not to be hurt...

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Exit Strategy......


There’s pain
In my brain
I’m just looking
For some space...
Just wana
Walk away
Form this place
Called disgrace....

There’s pain
In my veins
And it’s driving me
Insane....
It’s not that I’m
Giving in
I’m just losing
My game.....

There’s pain
Not again....
I’m all alone
Derailed
Just the same old
Embrace…
Of the lifeless
Temptation...

There's pain
But no shame...
Coz I know what
I need...
There’s only
One fracture...
I just don’t' know
What I want......

There's pain
Simple as that...
No matter what
You said...
Or what ever
You did.....
Nothing can help
It’s yours....

There's pain
On this lane
Called life, Yes
It’s the same one....
There’s no
Easy way out
To escape.....

There’s only one
Way out..
Yes that’s right
The one you
Came from
At the start....
It’s the one.....

Not the HOW
WHAT or WHERE...
It’s the WHY...
You should care
And if u dare
You’ll find
It THERE.........

WHY do we come
And why do
We stay
WHY it is
So Damn hard
just to
Break AWAY.....

HOW?
It's the question
WHAT
Is the answer....
WHY
Is the explenation
So why ME......

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Nomenclature


When I say no
To a fight.....
You call me a coward.....
When I say no
To colour...
You call me a traitor.....
When I say no
To religion
You call me a sinner.....
When I say no
To my self....
You call me insane.....

When I say no
To class....
You call me a rebel....
When I say no
To temptations.....
You call me a loser.....
When I say no
To fame....
You call me a retard...
When I say no
To you....
You call me a bastard....

When I say no
To power..
You call me insecure....
When I say no
To injustice.....
You call me reckless.....
When I say no
To a trend...
You call me absurd....
When I say no
To perception...
You call me unfair....

Thursday, June 17, 2010

An Echo from Château d'If


Pressure and time
Are partners in crime......
In shattering hopes
And breaking dreams....
They can knock you down
From your personal
Heaven of comfort
Back on the earth.....
They can force you
To wake up....
And face each day.....
Embrace the reality......
And taste the bitterness
Of truth.....
The sweetness of a lie...
Feel the harshness of
Mortals.....
And the tender side
In a demon...
Feel the sadness of life....
And the joy of death....
The darkness in light...

They will make you
Kneel before the coldness
Of love.....
And witness the beauty
In hate.....
You will no more
Understand the
Difference between
A mosquito
And a butterfly....
Or a swan and a crow.....
I mean who cares....
You won't feel a thing.....
Say good bye to tears.....
And no more nightmares.....
You'll enjoy night time
More than ever...
Its intolerable calmness....
And deadly silence
Will be your lullaby......
Pressure and time..
Yes that’s all it takes
Slowly but steadily
They will take you ON.....

Along with time....
You will learn how to
Replace you cries
With smiles
And to cover your lies
With confidence....
Invent the logic
Called coincidence....
You will learn that the
Best place to hide
Is right in front of the eyes.....
Slowly but surely...
You’ll understand the
Importance of denial....
The beauty of the word
NO....
You’ll learn to trust
Your hands
Than your brain....
Pressure and time..
Yes that’s all it takes
Slowly but steadily
They will take you HOME….......

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

The Difference..........


When you’re at war
You are a HERO….
In life
You’re a SINNER…..
As for the law
You are a CRIMINNAL…..
In reality
You’re just some MAN...

When you’re at war
You call them FOES....
In life
It’s a lonely SOUL...
As for the law
Just another VICTIM...
In reality
It’s a HUMAN being....

When you’re at war
You don't KNOW them.....
In life
You don't really CARE....
As for the law
You just need a MOTIVE....
In reality
It’s the CONSCIENCE...

When you’re at war
You get the MEDALS....
In life
You’re condemned to HELL….
As for the law
You might loose your OWN....
In reality
Nothing matters at all…..

The Eccentric Definition


Change
That’s the only thing
That does not change......
Uncertainty
It’s the only certain thing....
Hate
It’s not just a one way street
It works both ways
Just like love....
Greed
It’s the root of all evil
Trust me it has no end......
Retreat
Every time you feel the anger....
Coz it’s not the start but the end
That matters...
Devotion
Is not strangling your emotions
It’s the art of making them obey.....
And words
They are so empty but sharp
It’s impossible to redeem......
So treat
Each day with proper respect
Try not to look through those
Green shades......
The answer
Is always of less importance
It’s the question that matters
The most....

Monday, June 7, 2010

The Optimistic Conservative


I’ve been looking
At the dawning sun
Wishing for a start
A new beginning
The perfect day
All over again
And I’ll be doing the same
For many years to come
Hopefully....

I’ve been singing
In the pouring rain
Wishing it would
Wash away
All the stains
Caused by sadness
I know its madness...
But I’ll be doing the same
For many years to come
Hopefully....

I’ve been dreaming
Every night n day
For some one
To show me the way...
From this darkness
In to the light....
And I’ll be doing the same
For many years to come
Hopefully..

I’ve been staring
At my windowpane
Trying to find
At least one idle ray
Of light to save my day...
To break away....
And I’ll be doing the same
For many years to come
Hopefully....

Sunday, June 6, 2010

The Neanderthal Code


Dear friend…
I’m not trying
To prove any point
Just need to
Clear out this joint
Me and you
We r both insane....
Trying to be smart..
But u know how lame..
We are.....
For a start
It’s no shame....
To get high...
And to touch the sky...
Leave all the lies
Down low....
Let’s fly high
Above all the problems....
So called Rational
Let’s embrace it
The ugly truth...
Sure looks pretty
When looking through
The naked eyes...
With out the shades
Of perception....
So called cultural bullshit
And the values of
Homo sapien sapiens......

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Whoz the BOSS?


Can u measure time...
No I guess not....
But perhaps u can get an idea....
By the amount of wrinkles
Appearing on ur face....
Amount of brain cells
Lost each day....
Kind of extreme I guess...
Lets start over..
The amount of spider webs appearing
Only if ur a bit lazy...
N the thickness of dust
Concentrated out side the window....
Change in the color
Of your walls.....
Amount of mushrooms flushing
On a fallen tree....
All these small things
Hints of time...
Will give u only one answer...
Time is not the thing
That is passing.....
Time is still...
Instead
It is us……
We are just visitors.....
Trespassing through
This thing called life....
Strange isn’t it.....
Yes I know...
It hurts...to see it this way...
But the truth always does...
Isn’t it.......

Let Go....


Some times...
world changes - in a blink of an eye..
No pause no rewind - how hard u try....
Should we fall down - roll over and die..
Or just look at the world - right in the eye..

And say......
I'm on quick sand..
I'm over my head...
The Harder i fight...
The Deeper i Sink...
Its hard to breath now..
Just wana let go...
I'm falling apart..
Just can't carry the load....
Just let me go....

Some people might try - some others may cry
But nothing matters when you arr - on the front line..
This life is unfair - no body will care...
So just let it go - And leave it there...

Bad...


I am just me...
Rude as you see...
Bad as can be...
Just free....
Yep its for real..
Comes with the deal..
Its so hard...
Not to be...
Me...

Haunted


The night keeps me awake..
No dreams on the way..
Loneliness starts to rule....
Whispers in the dark..
Tares me apart...
It haunts in my head...
Tears breaks away..
Heart, it's not there..
I'm the only one to blame..
Coldness in my veins...
Seeps through my brain...
Thoughts drain away...

Chit - Chat


I write u a letter...
U send back 2 LETTERS..
When i take a while..
U send back a SMILE...
Starts with a HI..
Sometimes no good BYE..
I keep on wondering..
Thinking just WHY...
Can it be REAL..
In this world of DREAMS..
No-mater how its ENDS
We'll still be FRIENDS..

Mother


Listen everyday...
What the world has to say....
Isn't it amazing...
When she speaks...
Through the dew drops...
And smiles with the sunlight...
so bright i see...
Brings us delight....
With every sight...
Mother I'm glad just to be...
Give me the rainbow...
The colours so bright...
Coz not everyone can see
Your northern lights...
She crys like the rain...
Weeps like the ocean...
Sleep in the dark nights...
In the blue veil of sky...
Starry heavens may just smile and say..
Ah she is the princess of milky way...

Hope


There goes another one down
Just give it up come lets run
I'm trying to figure out
But the time is running out
I don't know what to look for
But i know it is around
Just tel me what to see....
I'll keep my eyes clean....
I'll try my best to feel it with in....

There is something more to life than this
But no body has a clue what it is
Just tell me something more...
Anything that i should know...
Coz its obvious
That there should be something more than this
There should be something more to life

Pressed against a glass i see
See it all but just cant feel
I'm trying to reach out
But myself drags me down
I'm listening but no sound
But i know it is around
Just tel me whats the way....
I'll keep my self awake....
I'll try my best to feel it here......

Sleepyhead....:)


Its 3 'o' clock in the morning
And Freddy sings Hammer to fall
I'm lost in a Ga Ga land
Where Beethoven plays rock n roll
Sudden shocks - With frequent stops
Along my way to see - the Wizard of OZ...
I'm still here toss n turning...
My phone keep on singing the tone...
What the hell its Tinkerbell...
She keeps on playing with my hair
I badly needs an overdraft
Will Goblins allow my share...
Only gold no time they told
I'm not dumb i know whats rare...
Revisions & provisions..
All gone wrong inside my head..
Overheads & payables...
Are floating above my bed...
Suddenly it's all gone...
I see my self at the edge...
But I'm not dead....
What just happened...
Damn...It's 6 'o' clock...
Some one please hit me in the head....

White Flag


Go on kill me once and 4 all..
Just don't tare apart my soul..
You can take what ever u want...
But the spirit in me won't let go...
Trust me i won't fight any more...
Please just let me fall...

Trust was the air that i breath...
I can't stand coz now its breached...
Don't wana see what lies beneath...
Just can't prtend i was deceived...
I dont wanna hold any more...
I surrender heres my sward....

True Lies.....


My dear friend....
Its not easy to pretend..
Its the greatest pain..
Not being u..
So why bother about others
The so called society
And its actors and directors....
Dictators & Spectators...
They are waiting for u to fall
And laugh until u plea...
Why talk about morals..
While posing in fashion..
Why bother about love..
And hide ur passion..
To look in to a mirror
Its easy...
But to be like one...
Its hard....
Be a rock against water...
And a bamboo in the wind..
The longer u grow...
The lower u go....
Higher u reach...
More humble u be....
Float free...
Like a bumble bee....
Sing all the time...
But sting if u have to....
Always smile and be nice...
But feel free to realize...
The true lies....

Find Me Guilty...


Yes it is me
The real thing...
Am i guilty for being free....
So go ahead n laugh...
As long as u like...
I won't mind at all...
Coz i know ur afraid..
And u really wana cry...
So i pity u..
Plz dnt ask me why...
Look in to ur shallow heart..
U'll find the answer..
With ur fears...
And ur tears...

Never say Die.....


Some times i feel
That i still can fly
Even though I'm
Not strong enough to try
I might fail
But i won't cry
Cause i believe in life

Some times when
I dream at night
I still believe
That i can fight
I might loose
But i won't hide
Cause i believe in life

They might say
That I'm a dreamer
Some might say
That I'm a damn looser
I won't care
Cause I'm a believer
Cause I'm still alive

Time After Time


I'm just wandering
Between my brain n my heart...
Don't know where to start..
Its taring me apart...
Yeah.....Every Day....
I'm just switching
Between my needs n wants
Only to see how it goes...
Round n round it floats.
Just the same....old way...
Tell me something
Do i look OK to you...
Its crazy but its true..
Can u help me find a clue...
To keep me awake...and away..

Alone in the Dark


I'm stuck
In the middle of a dream...
Did u hear me scream...
Like a little child
Afraid of the dark....
Still here...
Wondering about..
Things went off last night...
They still haunts
Deep in my mind....
Just wanna rewind
Take snap-shot of my mind
Frame & keep it all behind
Just to remind...

No Peeking....


Its sweet its sour...
Its amazingly painful...
Its truly deceiving...
But feels never better
After every fight.....
Stars do shine...
Every dark night.....
Cold summers...
And warm winters...
No its not to be predicted..
Not to be foreseen...
Beyond our sight...
Am i right.....
Its the journey called life...

The Bug


Tell me something
I don't know
Give me one thing
I want more
Do you really know me
At all....
Tell me baby..
I just need to know....
I need u...i love u...
What do i do without u....
I feel u...i believe u...
Just wanna be with u....
But something keeps on
Bothering me...
Everyday it breaks
A piece of me....
Just don't know
Where to start...
Something wrong
With my heart...
Everyday that passes by...
Keeps on hurting i wonder why...
It just breaks me apart...

Backtracking


Walking back wards
From where i started....
Beating clock work
By rewinding forward....
Heart beats with pain
Of being departed...
Feel like lost...
Am i retarded...

Show me something
Thats goes along...
Show me why...
I should be alone...
Tell me what
Is going on.....
I ain't blind....
I'm trying my heart out...
Just to beat his pain...
Within...my heart....

Been with the fireworks...
Day after day...
Nothing clicks
No matter what u say...
Heart sings with rain..
Clouds gather with pain
I'm loosing my mind
And I'll say..........

Tears from Heaven


Clouds above...
Hides the light...
Dark skys....
And long sighs...
Shes about to cry...
No one knows why..
Is she afraid of the
Mighty Thor....
And the thunder of his roar...
Does she feel sorry for
Her children....
Playing Under the skyline....
Comes from her bloodline...

The Long Good Bye


How hard it is to loose a friend
Even worse just to pretend
That i don't care at all
How hard it is to feel guilty
When ur falling 4 some one so deeply
Its breaking my heart apart
How hard is it to be a man
To turn your face just on command
What is it worth to be
So tell me my friend
Have u ever felt the same...
Have u ever felt like ur feelings
Draining away....
AWAY.......

déjà vu...


Tell me how to define...
A friend...
Show me how to refine..
In the end...
Is it just u & me
And me & u....
Is it some thing
More than the truth...
Is this just a déjà vu...
Or just another clue...
I'm waiting for a sign
With an open mind..
I'm looking just to rewind
To find whats left behind...
Again.....

Bread & Salt


I admire you.
You have a nice open heart.
You make me thoughtful.
You should be u.
Someday I will meet u hopefully.
You + me = friends i guess.
If I saw you now I'd say HI but u wont recognize me...:)
I want to know you inside out.
I would build a bridge just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be "life is wonderful"-Jason Marz.
We could be friends under the stars.(or eat bread n salt like Arabs)

Bull-worth


How can it be...
Is it possible ?
To sell your life..
Inexchange a for a dime...
Is it a crime...
To trade what u beieve...
To shade what u see..
And to give up a dream...
Can money buy u fame?
Yes of course....
It will also give u shame...
Free of charge...
Can money...
Cheat the fate...
Can money
Buy u a life.....
The answer is way too
Complicated...
Can money
buy u hapiness...
Can it give you the light...
Answer is no....
But then what about life...
Money can buy u a life without happiness...
Or is it worth to be happy without a life...
Whats it worth....?