Sunday, November 8, 2009

How Far.....


Heavens may fall - Upon us all
Hell may rise - And kings may fall
What is it worth - To do whats told
Fear no one - Let the truth unfold
Every search for the - States of gold
Ends with greed - And heads will roll
How far will men go - Just to hold
The key to this chain - Let the souls be sold.....

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Question...


Can a man
Forgive and forget...
Can we heal
something torn in shreds..
Can we close
Our eyes in respect...
Tell me why
We always regret...

Why is it
We always neglect....
After our part
About the rest...
Is it something
That limits...
Of our inability
To just resist...

Monday, October 5, 2009

A Girl- Boy Thing


It is said that....
A girl and a boy can never be friends...
Everybody might say where the story ends..
Don't put some words for the sake to defend...
Just look in to your heart but plz don't pretend....
Is this just a simple love story...
Filled with complicated inventory...
Tell me something more just to be find the finále...
Coz this life is a one big love safari...

How Do I Ever....


Its not that i love u
Coz i need u...
Its just that i need u
Coz i love u....
Its raining love....
I'm dreaming love..
I'm drowning in your love..
Don't know what to say..
Its just not the same..
Sun shines even in the rainy days....

I'm reading love..
I'm breathing love...
I'm floating freely when your around ....
The only thing that...
Comes to my mind is...
How do i ever live without........U

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Have you ever...


Have you ever been hit with a flower...
And struck by a smile..
With bubbling eyes full of love...
Then you might know what i'm talking about...
Have you ever felt so careless...
And wild in the arms of another...
With no doubts what so ever.....
Then you might feel what i'm talking about...
Have you ever float freely...
Looking at your-self...
In the eyes of another.....
Then you know how i'm feeling right now...
Have you ever felt guilty...
For keeping somthing so precious...
Hiding in your heart....
Then my friend we both are in love...
Not just simply...but
Truly Madly & Deeply...

Office Space...


Knock knock
Whose there....
Oh my brain
Its not there
Forgot to turn it on...
Don't know what is goin on...
Every day 8 to 5...
I'm living a half life...
Wearing a mask...
Behind every task...
Hiding in a shell...
Feels like hell...
bills full of thrill..
files full of crap..
Bureaucracy over my head...
I'd rather b dead..
Ringing phones..
Stupid tones..
Driving me insane...
But its life i guess...
Holding on every day...

Rules for Fools


Lies....oh it lies...
Beneath the world of smiles...
Nice.... kind of nice...
You might call it a disguise...
Can u guide me through...
Unharmed untouched...
I'm lost between demons..
Angles and aerials...
I'm trying not to fall
In to my temptations....

Free Will


Whats wrong with thinking
Is it the worst crime.....
Try wake up dreaming...
Remembering your lines....
Don't you see that i'm trying...
To keep my head above...
Never keep your mind starving...
It could eat you alive...

I might be just a boy....
Full of joy..
Fond of toys...
But don't try to teach me
What & when its wrong...
I may well be a fool
Just a tool
With no rules...
But don't try to judge me..
You know that its rude...

What is wrong with learning
Every moment alive..
Try to feel the joy of a
Feeling that ain't mine..
Please tell me something
Coz i'm just child
I'm trying to see it all
Don't tell me i'm blind..

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Guilty


I say good bye to fogiveness
It's a house warming to shame....
Just let me finish it
Coz its not far away.....
Don't hold back anything
Let the blame on me..
Just let me sink like a rock in the ocean...
I will never reach the surface..
Never breath again....
Don't worry its over my head..
I won't runaway...

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Don't...

I ain't the superman
I can't fly
But don't tell me what to do..
Coz i always can try....
I may seem like a looser...
That i'm not all right..
Hay just fix ur glasses yaar..
Coz i can fight..
Just because i'm nice to you...
And a little kind...
Don't try to get over me...
Coz i might bite....

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

I'm Me....


Some times.......
I'm shallow, I'm yellow....
I'm serious & Harsh....
I could be green but keen....
Ridiculous n charming...
I'm a a jerk,I'm a dork....
So stupid & a bit smart.....
I'm not the one u think i am....
Coz i dont even know....
Never ever ask me why...
I'm just another guy...

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Complicated....


Every day there is one question
How am i goanna live?
There is no protection
Coz every face is new...
There is no connection
Between you & me
Little bit of love & affection
I s all that i need....

Day by day i'm loosing my way
My heart does break
Coz it too much to take
I'm not goanna say now
But may be same day...
Coz my whole world is becomming grey....
Every day...the same feelings
Every night...the same dreams
Lonliness makes me feel
That i'm a falling star from the heaven
Straight to the hell

I'm not goanna stay just another day
In this gloomy world full of hate
I was searching for love
where is it now
Where are the angles
Who came from above.....

I've been searching for an answer
I've been looking for a clue
But its cold & dark inside
My whole world is blue
I feel no gravity
As i'm loosing my sanity
It is so complicated
I just feel like etting go....

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Me,Myself & I

I'm sitting here
With an empty heart
But it feel so heavy
I wonder whats inside......
Time passes by
But i am still hear
Just don't knw how
To get away from my fears

How do i make me happy........
Its aways about me.....
Imeet my self....
I say hello.....
To me...
Is it some thing else
I'm not sure.....
Its what i want...
Its mine to hold....
Yes i konw......
Its cold...

Me myself and i........
Its alway about me........
Its strange......
I know how its sounds...
But i'm not afraid to be..........
Me............

U might think that 
I am crazy...
Damn ur close...
coz i embraze it......
Am i  the only 
Selfish basterd...
Look in the mirror 
U'll see for ur self.....

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

ME


I'm still me
Just trying to figure out
What i need
Still me
Still cant walk away from trouble
Still shouting
But not quite sure what they mean
Still here
Trapped like a gient
In this tiny body
Just trying to be free
But it's not easy
To walk away from
ME.............

Monday, June 22, 2009

Common Dream


I'm lost in a common dream
Where every thing is normal
Except the things that i believe
I know that I'm not deceived
I've got no identity
Nothing to prove
I'm falling like everyone else
Just like that................
What does this mean?
To know I'm very keen
But I've got no leads
To prove that I've been
There.........................

HERO


i'm alone
don't wanna be known
when i'm gone
no body will mourn
i know...
i won't pray
cause it's hard to say
take me there
no body will care
i know..
i won't cry
cause it's worth to try
to keep these tears
in side my eyes
i know...

i'm fighting to live
just trying to forgive
one's who made me believe
i'm a hero
i'm still trying to be
but i know i won't be
until i sleep in my grave
i know...

i won't feel
cause the pain is too real
they'll say that
nothing can heal
i know...
i won't hide
cause i've never cried
but they'll say
that i lied
i know...
i am strong
to be alone
until i find
where i belong
i know...

Friday, June 5, 2009

Mystry of Life


This world is a mystery

There’s no word as a history

It is all coming back again

This life it’s a fantasy

Full of dreams that we hope to see

Every day it goes the same

Time it never ends

But the clock it never lends

Some time to feel this way

It is hard to see the truth

When we fall beneath the rules

But always there’s another way


Any man who knows the pain

This whole world contains

Would never ever say

Oh god, help me please

I am lost and confused

Just take this pain away

Don’t cry there’s nobody to hear

Don’t pray there’s nobody to care

You got to find your own way

It is hard to find a path

To walk along your heart

But always there’s another way

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Green Eyes


I’m some thing more than ordinary
No one knows what I’m made of
They all say that I’m green and ugly
But every one has a part of
Me inside
I’m inside you
I know what's in you
But there ain't a thing that you could do
to make me gone

Every time when you loose your glory
You’re calling me just to guide you
But when that feeling keeps on hurting
You get down on your knees and crown me
In your soul
Greedy illusions
Feeding emotions
But there ain't a thing that you could do
To make me gone

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Love.....


A strange feeling is blowing through my head
I don't know what to say or do,but wait
It is sweet but so strong
Walks with me all day long
All my life i've never felt this way,before

Every single moment that i'm alive
Ain't feel the same & every word just rhymes
Every time i feel so fine
Don't know how to define
It's the sweetest place i've ever been (to)

It's an everlasting dream that i'm in now
I just dont know how i trapped my self inside
Is this love,i dont know how
Just to tell you about
All i know that i need you all my life

Monday, June 1, 2009

The Last One Standing


Sun rise
All rise
Is it a suprise
After all the things i've done wrong
At the edge of the hell
Where i used to walk along
Trying to find the spirit
That i used to know
I never saw it coming
Cause i was running
Until i felt there's nowhere else to go
Now many years have gone
No body walks along
I'm the last one standing here alone

The Difference


Do you know what is the difference between man and animals. Animals do what they think. But people think about one thing and do another. Yep it is the truth. So is it the way it should be? The answer may vary according to the situation. 
You may ask is a person acting according to his will is an animal. E.g. Infants act like this. They cry when they are hungry or hurt and throw away the things they hate. The point is that animals are better than us. If they hate some one they bite or attack. The stronger one wins and it is over then and there. But with humans its different. We never show what we feel. We hide our anger and hate most of the time. But what we dont know is that when its kept inside it becoms more uncontrolable. Then one day it will come out and the damage might be much more higher than showing it at the moment it was generated. Such is the nature of our mind.
If you hate some one please tell them. Let them know about it. They might not like it at the begining. But i gurantee that he or she will definitly think about it. So it helps both parties then and there. Dont Know whether you agree or not. But it is what i believe.

Dreamer


I know 
It’s hard to begin
All over again
When I’m about to face
The utmost disgrace 
It’s like swimming upstream
When the threat is supreme
Any other might cry
But it’s worth to try
To keep my fate
Away from the hate
When I’m loosing 
My patience
I feel no emotions
But I will hold on 
Until it goes on an on

I ain't a dreamer who
Lives up above
I ain't a looser 
But I’m feeling like now
I’ve never ever
Felt like this
My heart still weeps
For the things that I’ve missed
It is so much more than 
A reason to cry
I’m feeling so faithless
And I wonder why

Although 
I’m starting to feel
That I’m goanna loose
No longer seems I’m a player
No longer seems I can run
It’s like risking my whole life
When there’s no turning back
Any other might cry
But it’s worth to try
To keep my fate
Away from the hate
When one can’t help his destiny
It is more like a mystery
But I will hold on 
Until it goes on and on 

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Certainty















Yestrer day
Thougt i was whole again
My heart seems to smile
It took my breath away
Every thing seems so bright
And i was flyin again............
Until this moment 
Of pain............
It occurd to me
Its hard to face the truth
That i've lost again


For all these years 
I've been fighting my way
And i always knew  
That ther's only one way
Out of darkness 
In to the light.................
Until this moment 
Of pain................
It occurd to me
I was searchin for the dark
In a brighter way

Death








What do you mean by death? Is it the end or is it the dawn of a new beginning. Many religions interpret death and after life in many ways. I'm not going to look in to those arguments. Because it doesn’t matter at all. What does matter is that every person who enters in to this world is going to die some day. It’s the only certain thing in this world. We come in to this world with something over our head. It is like a seedling rising from the ground with a zip of soil on top of it. Death enters the mortals WORLD along with life. Isn’t it amazing? U might say that I’m a depressed person or some one insane. But the fact is that no body wants to know about death. We only feel about it when some one close to us passes away. But in few days we forget all about it. But my question is should it be the correct way.

Have you ever thought about why do we exist? We Don’t ever think about it because there is no answer for that. At least we are unable to find one in our life time. But some people might not agree. Yes you have the right to argue and believe what ever you want. But do you have any clue why do we suffer through out our life time. The answer is simple. It is because we were born. Do you agree?

According to Buddhism greed is the origin of life. But I’m not going to say anything about that. But we all personally know that greed has everything to do with sorrow. You may not agree right now, but let me explain. Greed has many names and shapes. It is not the action but the feeling. We call it in many names like love, passion, needs & wants etc.

Are you a greedy person? Because I am. We all are greedy since we are living. We would not be worrying about our job, our family or even our life if we are not greedy. But that is not a bad thing. It is the energy source that drives man kind to the heights that we never even imagine. But happiness has a big price. The moment we are happy we should know that sadness is on the way. Same as life and death, happiness and sadness come to humans as two goods in one package....